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1. My Boyfriend is a Giant
 2. The Twisted Event
3. Getting used to Jean's Truth
4. The Past he wants to Forget
5. Another Step Closer
6. Is this the end or beginning?
7. Jean's True Past -1-
8. Jean's True Past -2-
9. I love you so...

- to be continued -

Summary
*note: Some of the chapter titles are named based on a song*
1. Into the New World
2. Ordinary Day
3. Orange no Hatsukoi
4. Comet
5. Perhaps Love
6. I'm Your Girl
7. Just like Yesterday
8. So Close
9. Triangle
10. Upside Down
11. I'm not Alone
12. End of the Moonlight
13. My Angel
14. Oblivion
15. Love Condition
16. A Favor to the Wind
17. UraChaCha!!!
18. IM (I am)
19. Your Own Miracle
20. Energy
21. Marry U

extra: About Aurora
extra: Tinkerbell

Summary
1. Entering the World of Men
2. One Step, Two Steps
3. Truth to be Told
4. The Fool
5. The Cause of Outbreak
6. A Girl's Dream
7. Dear My Prince

Summary
1. My Perfect Brother

Summary
1. Ahh! I'm 12 Again!!
2. First day of School Trouble
3. Getting to Know "Him" -1-
4. Getting to Know "Him" -2-
5. It's my Turn -1-
6. It's my Turn -2-
7. Guess Who's Back
8. The Truth

Summary
1. The Cursed Prince

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One (feat JiSun) - Epik High
Good Bye - Ruby Tuesday
Right now (Double up mix; remix by DJ EON) - Makou
Your Own Miracle - Ruby Tuesday
Marry U - Super Junior
Baby Bye Bye - Mi-Rea Yun
Agony - Kotoko
Weeek - NewS

Ch. 3: Getting used to Jean's Truth

"Oh what a good timing," Cecilla said smiling.
"Missed me," Grimmjow used flashstep and grabbed her neck smashing her on the wall.
"You... bastard...." Cecilia said being chocked.
"Yeah, I'm a bastard," Grimmjow choked her even more harder. "Any last words?"
"I'll retreat for now," Cecilia disappeared with a snap.
"Tch! That bitch ran away again," Grimmjow said putting his hands in his hakama pants and looked at Jean. "The strongest Arrancar who have been exiled."
"That was years ago." Jean looked at Grimmjow.
"Stop!" I said appearing in front of Jean to cover him up. "Jean is confused enough! Either you explain or you have to deal with me!"
"Oh?" Grimmjow bent down to look into my eyes. "Girlfriend of yours, bro?"
"Yeah," Jean looked away. "I was pretending I know nothing Aqua."
"Good job," Grimmjow said sitting down. "Cecilia that bitch!"
"Now I'm the confused one," I said looking at them.
"I'll explain everything," Jean said as Grimmjow yawned sitting on the floor.

(Jean's telling Aqua his story; his flash back.)
I'm like Shinenjiu who has memories of souls. I happen to have memories of Hollows that were compiled to create me. I happen to learn a lot about humans just by browsing those memories. I found whom I wanted to be from those memories and evolved myself into an Adjuchas class. Flaming with passion and warmth, my adjuchas class menos was different from others. It was a lot bigger and my body was almost covered in flames. I kept on consuming hollows and gillian class menos when I heard a rumor about Adjuchas menos being able to beocme Vasto Lorde class, which appeared so much like humans. I wanted to become human not a Hollow. Having hope, I kept on consuming more and more each day. Consuming not only made me close to being Vasto Lorde, but also made me stronger. I went crazy and started to consume other Adjuchas menos to become stronger and become Vasto Lorder class. Without Hougyoku, my mask broke and I finally became Vasto Lorde, except my upper top was human, and my bottom was still flaming legs of a Canine. I felt umcomfortable since I was half human and half flaming Canine. I kept on consuming to become more human-like. One day, a Shinigami approached me. He had brown eyes and brown hair. His face was very charismatic that anyone even a guy would obey him right away. He reminded me of Jesus people talked about in the memory, a leader who makes people his followers without any words.

"I will make you human-like," Aizen Sousuke, the brown haired Shinigami said looking up at Jean. "Follow me."

I followed that brown haired Shinigami to a large white castle, Las Noches. He guided me to a large room where Arrancars were inside. They looked more like a human compared to myself who was half this and half that. There were only couple of them. I was placed in a glass container and covered up with bandages. Then with a snap, the glass container broke with a huge force that nearly shook the whole building. Instead of having my 4 Canine legs, I saw two human legs and my part in between my thighs. I looked more human having more human-like body structures. Aizen Sousuke, the man who called me to follow him, was impressed with my Reaitsu level. He told me that out of all the Arrancars he have seen, I was the strongest of all. He took me to the laboratory and have the Arrancars there to modify my body. Hooking me into some machine, they shot electrodes on me. Everytime they shot it, I felt my body becoming heavier. The electrodes were making my muscles grow inside of my body. The Arrancars put me into sleep so I won't feel much pain. When I woke up, I grew to 20ft tall and next to me were white clothes for me to wear. I saw a black number 1 tattoo on my arm as I was wearing the jacket. I walked into that large room and was greeted by other Arrancars.

"Welcome, Jean Jeagerjaques," Aizen said looking at me.
"Jean Jeagerjaques?" I said looking at him.
"Your name," Aizen looked at others. "You are number 1 Espada from now on."
"Espada?" I was confused.
"Espada is top 10 strongest Arrancar," Aizen said looking at the others. "I'm still looking for more Menos to fill the other positions. For now, you are the strongest."
"Thank you, Aizen-sama," I bowed.
(End of Jean's flashback and telling the story)

"That's all I could remember at the moment," Jean said looking at me. "I don't know how I became Second Sexta Espada and kicked out of Hueco Mundo and all."
"That's such a sad story!!!!" I started to cry hearing his past.
"Tch! Humans are such a weak creatures. Why do you love her anyway?" Grimmjow looked at me crying.
"Cause... she saved me," Jean said looking at me.
"The strongest Arrancar being saved by a human. How pathetic!" Grimmjow looked at me with a puzzled look. "Don't tell me she is..."
"Huh?" I looked up at the cyan haired guy. "Something matter?"
"Nothing," Grimmjow looked away. "You look like someone who caused my brother some trouble."
"That's strange," I said looking at Jean.
"Doesn't matter," Grimmjow took out a small golden key from his pocket.

A keyhole appeared on right chest of Jean. Grimmjow put the key into the keyhole and made Jean's Reaitsu shoot out the roof. I could not handle the pressure I was getting from Jean. I heard Jean's laughter feeling better gaining so much power. I was scared because Jean was being out of control. I passed out during his process of gaining back his sealed power. Grimmjow leaned against the wall as he watched his brother's seal was being broken slowly. When the seal was completely broken, Jean breathed heavily looking around. Without a word, Grimmjow walked back into the Garganta. But Grimmjow turned around and told his brother that he willl be back later. He saw me passed out on the ground. For some reason, he was a different person right now. The number 6 tattoo on his back disappeared and a tatoo of number 1 appeared on his arm. When I got up, I was laying on a very comfortable bed with warm blanket on me. Then I heard a loud snoring and my eyes turned to that direction. Everything in the room was big like I were in Alice in Wonderland. The snoring noise was coming from a giant person sleeping on the floor. The giant person was Jean, but he was in his true form. I wondered why Jean was sleeping on the floor giving his bed to me. I was small compare to him so I could sleep anywhere, but still he gave his whole bed for me to rest on. Then I heard door opening and saw that cyan haired twin brother of Jean walking in. He walked up to me and handed me a pretty white dress decorated with pearls.

"Change to that cloth. That's your uniform while you are staying here," Grimmjow said it coldly towards me. "Hope you like it. Jean designed it."
"Jean did?" I said looking at them. "For me?"
"Yeah," Grimmjow said looking at Jean.
"I hope it fits on me. Jean's so sweet." I looked down.
"Remember, humans and Arrancars aren't suppose to love another in fact, we Arrancars don't know what love is," Grimmjow's voice calmed down a bit. "Jean's the only one who knows and feel it."
"You know why he was exiled?" I asked being curious a bit.
"He was ordered to kill the Vice Captain of the 4th division at the time when she was around. Young cheerful Fukutaicho I heard. Instead of killing her he fell in love with her following her back to Seireitei. Then he spilled all the secrets of us Arrancars to help out Seireitei. To put it simple, he betrayed us over love," he said as Jean stopped snoring.
"So that's how he got exiled," I said looking at Jean. "Poor him."
"If he were just regular Arrancar he would have been all right," Grimmjow said as he saw Jean getting up slowly. "Oi! You missed the meeting this morning."
"I did?" Jean scratched the back of his head and looked over at our direction. "Really? You should have woke me up or something!!!!!" His eyes then widen looking at me "Wow Aqua! Those clothes really suits you well. You are like a doll."
"Thanks," I looked down blushed a bit.
"I'll leave you two alone then," Grimmjow said walking grumpily towards the door.
"Are you jealous, Grimmjow?" Jean smiled teasing Grimmjow a bit.
"Shut up!" Grimmjow slammed the door.
"That was mean, Jean," I said looking at him scartching the back of his head.
"Yeah I know," Jean said standing up slowly having his head touching the ceiling. "Everythin in this room's perfect except for the ceiling. Wanna go for a walk?"
"Sure," I said smiling.

Jean lowered his body and scooped me up with both of his hands. Then he let me sit on his left arm as he walked out of his room. Outside of his room were many female Arrancars aww-ing over Jean. Jean looked down and winked at them girls making them scream. Jean was popular among girls everywhere he went. In the living world, he was popular with the girls too. Looking at him reminded me of princes from a fairytale. But it was hard to find someone perfect like Jean and that put me to question. Every person had his or her positive side and negative side. Even though I knew Grimmjow for only couple of days, he only showed his negative side whereas Jean always showed his positive side. But I knew that Grimmjow wasn't all that "bad" person. I knew Jean had sides where he doesn't want to reveal to others especially to me. I wanted to know all about him since I was his current girlfriend. But before I bagged for it, I got a chance to see the side of Jean I have never seen once we exit the castle. Jean told me to wait for him outside once he realized that he forgot his jacket back in his room. As I exit the castle, there were group of Hollows lurking around outside. There were Hollows much bigger than Jean and they were trying to attack me when I was frozen like ice in front of them. Before the Giant Serpant like Hollow bit me with its sharp fang, Jean grabbed its neck with both of his hand. I backed off and saw Jean's fingernails growing longer and sharper. I realized the moon in Hueco Mundo was full and that reminded me of warewolves. I closed my eyes trying not to see the scene. All I heard was howling of Hollows and blood dripping on the ground. When I opened my eyes, I saw Jean with a brown colored long tail coming out of his back. He also had sharp claws on his feet and hand with sharp fangs instead of human like teeth. His long hair looked like it is connected to his long tail. Jean was different from the Arrancars like Grimmjow stated. Jean was eating the Hollow that attacked me before. Terrified, I didn't want to see the sight and my heart was pouding so fast that I wanted to scream out loud seeing such sight. When I walked towards him, he turned around with blood dripping from his mouth. The moment he recognized me, he turned around showing his back to me.

"I'm sorry," he said to me.
"Sorry for what?" I said with a shivering voice. "You saved me..."
"THIS is me," Jean said looking at me showing his sharp fangs. "I'm not... I'm not..."
"Jean..." I walked up closer to him and sat besides him patting his long tail with my hand. "You should not hide things from me. I'm your girlfriend right?"
"Not anymore," he said when he was finished eating. "You are going to leave me alone like other human girls!"
"I'm different!" I said looking at him. "I won't leave you alone. Infact, I still love you even if you are a beast. I told you I'd love you no matter what."
"Aqua..." Jean started crying again.
"You crying again big boy?" I looked up at him. "Stop it all right? You are strongest of them Arrancars. You can't show your weakness like this."
"Yeah," he said wiping his tears off.
"Good doggy!" I said brushing his long hair with my fingers.
"Ummm Aqua," he said looking down at me. "I'm a wolf, not a doggy."
"It doesn't matter," I said hugging his long hair while leaning onto his back.
"Hehe... I guess," Jean looked up at the fullmoon.

While we were hugging one another outside, Aizen and other Arrancars watched from Las Nochas meeting hall. Jean was mixture of Hollow and something else they are trying to figure out. Aizen knew that Cecilla and other witches were after sealing Jean, but he could not figure out the reason why. Grimmjow growled his teeth looking at his brother being so dumb sharing emotion with humans. Somehow Grimmjow knew the reason why Jean was special and different from the Arrancars. Cecilla told him to keep it a secret when Grimmjow used to wished for his brother's death, but Grimmjow's mind changed slowly as he watched Jean and I in the living world. Something from the bottom of his heart told him to stop Cecilla from killing Jean.

"Grimmjow," Aizen said looking at him. "I'm sure you have something to share with your comrades this moment."
"No sir," Grimmjow looked away.
"You think we are dumb enough not know?" Ulquiorra slammed the talbe and said glaring at Grimmjow.
"Ulquiorra calm down," Aizen looked at Ulquiorra. "If you do not wish to share I'm not going to force you to, but it is better to let it out then be our enemy."
"Leave him alone!" Nnoitra shouted looking at Grimmjow. "That loser will never spill out anything."
"The Fuck you called me?" Grimmjow used Sonido to grab Nnoitra's neck.
"Loser!" Nnoitra said looking at Grimmjow trembling while having his hand around Nnoitra's neck. "Isn't it true that you wanted to get rid of your brother whom stole your dear?"
"Shut up! Shut the fuck up!!!!" Grimmjow slammed Nnoitra's head on the wall of the meeting hall.
"GRIMMJOW!" Aizen stood up looking at him. "I thought you gave up your heart to your brother not to make the same mistake."

The meeting hall became quiet as the Espada members started to figure out the secrets between Jean and Grimmjow. It was true that Grimmjow gave his heart up to Jean so he could live in human world as a human. Being exiled, Jean had nothing left including his heart. Everything was burnt to ash, but the witch of life told Grimmjow in his dream that giving up his heart would save his brother. Grimmjow decided to give up his heart even if that would led him to be a heartless cruel beast. But ever since he saw Jean, Grimmjow's heart started to re-appear inside of him giving him different feelings that humans feel.

"Why... is it returning to me..." Grimmjow said to himself as he backed away from Nnoitra.