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1. My Boyfriend is a Giant
 2. The Twisted Event
3. Getting used to Jean's Truth
4. The Past he wants to Forget
5. Another Step Closer
6. Is this the end or beginning?
7. Jean's True Past -1-
8. Jean's True Past -2-
9. I love you so...

- to be continued -

Summary
*note: Some of the chapter titles are named based on a song*
1. Into the New World
2. Ordinary Day
3. Orange no Hatsukoi
4. Comet
5. Perhaps Love
6. I'm Your Girl
7. Just like Yesterday
8. So Close
9. Triangle
10. Upside Down
11. I'm not Alone
12. End of the Moonlight
13. My Angel
14. Oblivion
15. Love Condition
16. A Favor to the Wind
17. UraChaCha!!!
18. IM (I am)
19. Your Own Miracle
20. Energy
21. Marry U

extra: About Aurora
extra: Tinkerbell

Summary
1. Entering the World of Men
2. One Step, Two Steps
3. Truth to be Told
4. The Fool
5. The Cause of Outbreak
6. A Girl's Dream
7. Dear My Prince

Summary
1. My Perfect Brother

Summary
1. Ahh! I'm 12 Again!!
2. First day of School Trouble
3. Getting to Know "Him" -1-
4. Getting to Know "Him" -2-
5. It's my Turn -1-
6. It's my Turn -2-
7. Guess Who's Back
8. The Truth

Summary
1. The Cursed Prince

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One (feat JiSun) - Epik High
Good Bye - Ruby Tuesday
Right now (Double up mix; remix by DJ EON) - Makou
Your Own Miracle - Ruby Tuesday
Marry U - Super Junior
Baby Bye Bye - Mi-Rea Yun
Agony - Kotoko
Weeek - NewS

Ch. 4: The past he wants to forget

The meeting was dismissed when things went out of control with Grimmjow freaking out. He clutched his chest and felt something weird. He started to feel the emotions he gave up to his brother within him. He slammed the table once with his sweat dripping on the meeting table. He saw his hand shivering on the table while he was looking down at the dripping sweats. Aizen slowly looked at him and walked away leaving Grimmjow alone in the meeting hall. Having his body weakened by the strange feeling, Grimmjow dragged himself towards the window where he saw me leaning against Jean's back while patting his long hair with my hand. Grimmjow somewhat was growing jealous inside because he now had human feelings. Jean carried me back inside Las Noches since he did not want to stay in his "warewolf" form for the whole day. As soon as the moonlight could not reach Jean, Jean transformed back to his normal Arrancar self. Jean looked down because he wanted to go walk with me, but then he could not go outside in the fullmoon light. So he brought me back to his room and put me on his bed while he closed the curtain of the windows of the room. Then he sat on the couch in front of his bed.

"I guess our little walk is cancled for now," Jean said sighing.
"Don't worry, Jean! Things are going to be all right," I said smiling looking at Jean. "We can do other things in your room."
"Yeah," Jean said walking towards his bed. "We can do other things."
"Like?" I asked Jean while he yawned.
"Napping," Jean said yawning pulling his blanket over himself and me.
"Jean... I can't see anything," I said crawling to the end of the blanket to see the light.

When I got out, Jean was closing his eyes and laying down peacefully. I smiled because Jean was calm while he was sleeping. I touched his hair, which turned to its normal length, gently and put my cheek agains it. It tickled me a bit, but I smiled. Jean grabbed me by the shirt and put me on his chest. While I was laying on it, I felt his chest rising up and down. For some reason, Jean slept better while I was by his side after he became a 20ft tall giant. This place, Hueco Mundo, had nothing but white sands outside. I wondered what made this play so enjoyable for the Arrancars to stay. While Jean was napping and I was just laying down, I looked out the window seeing nothing, but white sands. I finally have realized why Jean would not go out with me on days with fullmoon. He knew about his trasformation along and he did not want to show it to me. Then I remembered when I first met Jean in front of my school. He was skinny, tall, extremely good looking brown haired guy who got himself trouble with the gang members. I remember I watched him breaking the wall just with his fist and scare the gang members away. He was skinny, but strong. Then he saw me fall on the ground because of the shock and smiled. He squat down and held his hand out in front of me so he could get me up. That angelic smile made me blush and that was how I fell in love with Jean. But Jean confessed faster than me, which surprised me. At first he pissed me off cause he loved me because I was the shortest girl around, but later I have realized that Jean loved me for who I was. My flashback was interrupted when I heard a loud snore. Jean was snoring with his hand on my back. I felt extremely warm with the heat coming from his hand, which made me sleepy. Without a lullaby I could go to sleep next to Jean easily. But Jean's real form was different from his human form. The feelings I was getting was sharp instead of soft. It was unexplainable feelings I was feeling inside of me. Once he felt me shivering, he woke up and put me on his bed. He got out of his bed and sat next to it while putting his blanket over me.

"Rest Aqua," he said having a smile on his face.
"Hmmmm?" I asked him.
"My Reaitsu level seems to be bothering you," he said touching my hair. "You feel like I'm poking you with a needle right? It's because of my Reaitsu, which is spiritual power. I'm just too strong for you."
"No it wasn't bothering me at all! I like everything about you Jean. Whether you are too strong for me or not," I smiled.
"I know you do," Jean smiled. "But a lady must rest."
"What about you?" I asked.
"Floor," Jean said yawning. "I thought you were comfortable sleeping on me now, but since you are still shivering, I'm moving back down to the floor."
"No you don't have to," I said getting up. "I'll sleep somewhere else."
"I told you. A lady needs a rest," Jean winked at me. "Don't worry. I'm part Canine. Am used to sleeping on the ground."
"Bad doggy," I said having my cheeks puffed out.
"Woof," Jean smiled and made doggy barking sound.
"Seriously Jean," I said looking at him in an uncomfortable way. "I'll sleep somewhere else."
"Wanna be bitten?" Jean said pointing at his mask fragment on his left cheek.
"Uhhhhhhh nope," I said scared a bit.
"Then just sleep there. You like comfy squishy places," Jean said. "You told me that you wanted a bed as big as a swimming pool. Now you have it."
"Jean..." I said looking away blushed.

Jean put his hand against my right cheek and slowly approached my face. Then my small lips were touching his large lips gently. He loved kissing me just to show his love to me. While kissing I heard girls whimpering outside. Those Arrancar girls who had feelings had crush on Jean, but sadly he was taken. After we parted our lips, Jean then peaked on my forehead gently not to make me fall backwards while sitting up. I felt his tip of the tongue touching my forehead. He started to act like a dog recently. He tried to lick me once which I found it pretty scary. He sometimes scratches his hair using his feet like dogs. Jean himself was very mysterious in a way or unique in a way. And I believe that the only person who can accept him is myself. I smiled as I wiped his saliva off my forehead. Jean then took his jacket off and rolled it to make it into a shape like a pillow. He put his head on his rolled up jacket and lay down on the ground next to his bed where I laid down. For some reason my watch didn't work in Hueco Mundo so I was not sure if it was day or night time. After about 5 minute later, I heard Jean snoring and it told me that he was uncomfortable sleeping on the floor. I looked away thinking about whether I should keep the relationship with Jean. To me he used to be a perfect human, until I realized that he is actually a giant monster. Even though he is a monster, he had human features. I jumped off of his bed and pulled his blanket down and threw it on Jean to cover his body with blanket. Then I lay next to his right arm and closed my eyes. Few hours later, I woke up when I felt something heavy on top of me. When I opened my eyes, Jean giggled.

"Are you trying to squish me to death?" I said looking at his chest.
"No," Jean smiled. "I was doing some push ups. Surprised?"
"Not really," I looked away. "You are already buff enough."
"I just got bored," Jean sat on the ground looking down at me. "There's nothing much to do here."
"We can go back to the living world," I said looking up at him.
"Well we need permission from Aizen," he said patting me. "Why? You want to go back?"
"Of course! At least I get to see you more human-like then demon-like," I said looking at the massive hole on his abs.
"I can cover this if you want," Jean said smiling at me. "But still I'm human. I mean I have this..."
"Ahhhh!!!! Jean pull your pants back up!!!!" I screamed seeing him pulling his pants down showing me his gigantic member.
"Just trying to say that I'm a human," he said pulling it back up. "But doesn't seeing that makes you think of something horny?"
"Why would I ever think about such grossness?" I said looking at him.
"I don't know," Jean smiled while sitting down. "You are still a kid."
"Of course I am!" I said looking away. "I'm only 17."
"I don't know how old I am," Jean lay on his bed. "I stopped counting before my exile date."
"That's scary," I said looking how young he looked. "You look around 20 or something."
"Yeah!" Jean yawned. "You know I actually was a model before I moved to your town," Jean said smiling. "Then I moved to your town to get away from Cecilla, but my parents of course followed me here."
"How did you met Cecilla?" I asked in curiosty.
"Well..." Jean looked at the ceiling.

(Jean's flashback and Jean telling the story again)
First of all, after my exile, I don't remember how exactly I met my current parents. They took me in and saw me as a perfect guy for a model. My parents are cloth designers and they named me "Spencer Eisenhaur". Spencer became my middle name because I told them that my name is Jean. They did not mind calling me by Jean in fact, they liked my name more than Spencer. Because I was worldly famous, they wanted to find a fiancee for me instead of letting me choose my own mate. My parents were introduced to Cecilla from a famous Asian fortune teller. Cecilla, that witch, manipulated my parents' mind to think that she is the perfect match for me. So me and Cecilla were introduced to one another and we went on a date couple of times. Let's say that she manipulated my mind to make me fall in love with her. We even slept in the same bed couple of times got her pregnant once. But the child was cursed and died before he was born. Cecilla then realized what I was from the curse she felt inside her womb. Cecilla's after me because I'm actually a fusion between Hollow and their worst fear. The witches were weak against fire and to protect themselves, they sealed the Guardian of Fire in Hueco Mundo where they thought was Hell. And I happen to become that beast they sealed and that is why Cecilla is after me. I'm not sure to why the Guardian of Fire was sealed or anything. When we were at the beach, Cecilla told me about certain things about the witches.

"You know Jean," Cecilla leaned against me.
"What is it?" I looked at Cecilla.
"Witches cannot get married whatsoever," Cecilla said looking at me. "And if they get pregnant, their children are cursed."
"That must be pretty tragic to live like that," I said to comfort her.
"But I think you will make a difference in my life," Cecilla smiled. "You are different from human. You are... much stronger than humans."
"What are you saying? I'm just a famous model," I smiled while stretching.
"You will understand soon," Cecilla got up and looked down at me. "You will understand."

Then I remember Cecilla touching chest trying to look for a key hole. She told me that she wants to unlock my past. I personally did not want to know about my past, but she was eager to know about my past. I'm foggy from that moment, but all I remember is that I quit modeling and moved to this town. Then I met Eylin and you know what happened.
(Jean finishes telling the story; back to Aqua as "I")

"It must have been hard to Cecilla," I said looking at Jean. "She even got a child for you, but then..."
"I don't care," Jean looked down at me while smiling. "I like you because you make me feel special."
"Awwwww, stop it Jean!" I said blushing at his gentle smile.
"Why? I thought you liked me back," he said laying down on the ground again. "Owwww, my body is aching."
"I knew this is going to happen," I sighed as I look at Jean. "She must have miscalculated her growth pill again."
"Does that mean I'm going to grow bigger?" Jean frowned. "I don't want to get any bigger than this. Aqua..."
"I'll go see Eylin about this. Open the Garganta for me," I said looking at Jean nearly paniking.
"But Aqua..." he tried to get up.
"Jean, it is better for you to stay here," I smiled waiting for him to open the Garganta. "I'll be back as soon as I figure out the problem."
"All right," Jean snapped and opened the Garganta in his room.
"Everything's going to be fine Jean," I jumped into the Garganta.

On the other side of Garganta, I saw Eylin with her worried face. She knew about the miscalculation and problem. To tell me secretly, she took me to her house in the middle of the forest. In her cottage, I saw different powders on the table. Eylin prepared tea for both of us as I was looking around. Eylin sat down and sighed as she looked at the different powders on the table.

"What's the matter?" I asked in curiosity.
"About my miscalculation," Eylin looked away. "Jean will grow taller until he die and that powder I accidentally put in does not have an antidote."
"What is that?!" I was speechless when I heard that. My worst nightmare was about to come true and I was scared of going back to Hueco Mundo to tell Jean about his problem.