~*^I am Dreamer^*~: Make me a Hero

One (feat JiSun) - Epik High
Good Bye - Ruby Tuesday
Right now (Double up mix; remix by DJ EON) - Makou
Your Own Miracle - Ruby Tuesday
Marry U - Super Junior
Baby Bye Bye - Mi-Rea Yun
Agony - Kotoko
Weeek - NewS

---Ding Dong---

I heard a door bell rang when I woke up. I heard a loud snore next to me. My 20ft tall boyfriend was sleeping soundly next to me with his mouth wide open. I smiled and walked to the door and saw that lots of reporters and photographers were outside my door. I did not know what was going on because it happened all of a sudden. Then I remembered about what Jean told me last night about how he might go back to Germany. He told me that he was a famous fashion model when he was in Germany, but he came here to get away from his parents. Then he told me that he met Eylin who knew about him being an Arrancar and knew why he was running away from his parents. ---Ding Dong--- the bell rang again and that woke Jean up and he realized what was going on.

"Shoot! They are here!" Jean whispered so I could hear him.
"What should I do?" I was scared.

Then I heard the cars leaving all of a sudden. When I looked outside, the police cars drove the reporters and photographers away, but I saw a young lady standing outside. She had a very dark sunglasses on and her long blonde hair was braided back nicely with a black ribbon. She looked like some kind of an agent wearing a black suit-type of formal outfit. When I described her appearance to Jean, he knew who it was and he told me to let her in while he hide upstairs in his room. I opened the door before the lady was in front of the door. I told her to come in and she walked faster so I don't have to hold the door for awhile. When she came in, she took off her sunglasses. Her bright blue crystal-like eyes made me blush a bit. If I were a boy, she would be the perfect woman I would fall for. She saw a giant shoes and giggled for a bit. The warned out tennis shoe she saw was something Jean wore since she knew him. But because of its enormous size, she was curious a bit. She sat down on the sofa and opened her mouth finally.

"Aqua Choi?" The woman looked at me and smiled. "I heard Jean ditched his fiancee and came here then found himself a girlfriend to live with. Is that right?"
"Well..." I blushed a bit looking away. "I guess..."
"Where is he?" the woman asked.
"Who?" I asked knowing whom she is looking for.
"Jean Spencer Eisenhaur," the woman said. "Germany's most famous model boy who ran from his home without telling any particular reason besides running away from his fiancee."
"Well he's..." I started to hesitate. "not here."
"I can see his shoe right there," the woman was smarter than I thought.
"Well he went outside barefeeted," I said trying to trick her with such ridiculous nonsense.
"Jean would not go walk around in barefeet," she said. "He doesn't like getting his feet dirty."
"Enough Aqua," I heard Jean's voice from upstairs roaring like a thunder. "I'll go down to greet my guest."
"Hmmmm," the woman said. "So the rumor was true."

Jean walked downstairs very slowly making his giant footsteps echo through out the whole house. The woman then saw giant feet coming downstairs and she was very astonished with such a sight. When Jean came down with his head touching the ceiling of the 2nd floor, I looked away because it was my fault that Jean became that tall. The woman moved to the right so that Jean could walk by her. Jean arrived next to the sofa and sat down yawning. When he sat down the woman walked towards Jean and curiously lifted his shirt up seeing his well built body. She was a bit disappointed cause model body had limits on muscles. Jean's body was a body of a athelet not a model. She looked at me and sighed.

"I think I should blame on the girlfriend for this," she said with little bit of anger.
"I'm so sorry," I said looking down. "It's all my fault that Jean is 20ft tall and all buff and and..."
"Stop it!" Jean shouted out to the woman. "These changes have nothing to do with Aqua. Stay out of this Janet!"
"Janet?" I said looking at the woman. "Janet Slinger? The famous manager of a modeling company?"
"That's correct!" Janet said to me. "So explain these changes."
"Too personal," Jean said looking at Janet.
"Nothing is too personal between you and me," Janet said looking at Jean. "I'm like your older sister remember? Com'on! Tell me anything and I promise I won't tell anyone."
"No thanks," Jean looked away. "This is something that I cannot tell anyone besides Aqua..."
"So that's it huh?" Janet shouted out. "I'm the one who treated you well while you were still healing. I'm the one who taught you many things and is this how you treat me after all?"
"Janet..." Jean sighed. "Remember when I told you that I lost all my memories?"
"Of course I do!" Janet formed a smile. "I said that I would do anything to have your memories back."
"Well..." Jean concentrated and came out of his Gigai revealing his Arrancar form. "I got my memories back and this is what I am..."
"A....Arrancar..." Janet backed off.
"Yes," Jean looked away. "I'm allied with Hollows who killed your parents... I'm one of them."
"Jean..." I looked at Jean worried a little.
"I wanted to keep this a secret when you told me about your past and how you hate Hollows so much," Jean said. "That's why I ran away from you and Cecilla. Cecilla is trying to get rid of me because I'm the one whom she fears the most. And from you, who would regret helping me in the first place while I was helpless. And now I'm with Aqua, the girl who caused me to be exiled in the first place. The girl whom I loved so much that lead to my disobedience and betrayal."
"Huh?" I was confused hearing that.
"I don't regret helping you, Jean," Janet walked closer to where Jean was kneeling down. "Even though you are same as them Holed creatures, you have human-like mind and heart. They don't know what feelings even are, but you do. At least you know how to live like a human being."
"Wait a minute," I said breaking their conversation. "What do you mean I caused your exile and betrayal and all that?"

Then suddenly, Janet jumped and grabbed my neck and slammed me into the wall. When I opened my eyes, I did not saw Janet anymore; I saw Cecilla smirking down at me. Jean grabbed Cecilla so she can let go of me. Jean gently put Cecilla down on the ground and put me on his arm. Since I was regular human the pressure from Cecilla's hand was enough to make me faint. Cecilla smiled as she held up a heart shaped crystal in her hand. It had my name on it and Jean knew what it was. It was a heart connector and when the crystal breaks, that's when the person whose name is on the crystal would die. Cecilla smiled as she was trying to break it. Jean did not know what to do because he did not want to get sealed and he also did not want to see my death. Even though Jean was the strongest Arrancar, he could not help his emotions from coming out. He bowed down to Cecilla as a surrendering gesture. A few moments later, a Garganta opened and Grimmjow walked out looking at his pathetic brother being so useless.

"So this is how you handle things huh?" Grimmjow looked at Jean holding his tears in his eyes. "I never knew you would give up your life twice for that same bitch! Haven't you learned anything from the past?"
"Just shut up will you?" Cecilla said to the cyan haired Arrancar. "I'm here to kill the bitch you speak of... just watch as I kill her..."
"I'll do anything just don't..." Jean shouted out.
"Oh ho? Anything you say? Big boy?" Cecilla said being interested in it. "So you don't care being sealed forever?"
"I don't care..." Jean said. "As long as Aqua lives... I'm..."
"The fuck is wrong with you?" Grimmjow shouted out. "Fine! I'll kill her and then you won't have feelings like them worthless humans!"
"Grimmjow... I don't want to fight you so don't," Jean looked at his twin brother walking towards him taking out his Zanpakutou.
"She has given me enough trouble for me to do this," Grimmjow glared at me. "She does deserve death. All weakling deserves death. And she's the one who made you weak. Your rank is just #1 while your strength is even lower than that of Espada. If you get rid of those damn human feelings you can be the strongest, but because of those feelings you are the weakest of all. Don't stop me because I'm helping you..."
"Fine!" Jean slowly put me on the sofa. "Get rid of my feelings or do whatever to me... I just don't want her dead."
"Well Grimmy boy," Cecilla said walking towards Grimmjow. "Want to have a deal? You can take your brother to Hueco Mundo to get rid of his feelings while I crush her heart. Deal?"
"Heh! Do you think he will still love you after getting his feelings removed? In your dreams, bitch! He's just gonna hate you more and more for being an assassin," Grimmjow smirked as he opened the Garganta. "You are coming with me, Jean."
"Aqua..." Jean looked at me and smiled for the last time before he entered the Garganta.

Cecilla smirked as she saw me fainted on the sofa. Her hairs got longer and sharper like a needle and she was ready to pierce me with her needle-like hair. When she put all her energy into her hair and charged to pierce my body, a silver colored barrier surrounded me and blocked all Cecilla's attacks. Cecilla then saw a ghostly figure standing in front of me with angel wings. The girl was about short as me, has long silver hair, and was wearing a Shinigami robe. Cecilla growled as she recognized the spirit of a Shinigami in front of me. The girl made the barrier disappear and pulled out her Zanpakutou. Cecilla growled and disappeared into the dark clouds. The ghostly girl sighed and looked at me and smiled.

"It's time Aqua," the girl said. "You must go back to the past to make things right."
"Who's there?" I slowly opened my eyes.
"I can't believe you don't recognize me," the girl sighed. "I'm you... well the past you..."
"So you are the girl Jean fell in love with?" I said looking at the ghosty figure.
"Well but I never liked him back..." the girl looked away. "Who would love an Arrancar anyway. They are actors... pretend that they are nice when they try to use you, but I was wrong about Jean. Because I never loved him back, he went over his limit to prove his love to me that caused his betrayal and exile. I'll fuse with you so that you will become me. I'm sure you can change the past so that Jean's betrayal would not happen."
"But I don't know how to fight and..." the girl put her hand in front of my mouth.
"When you fuse with me my memories will be yours," she said. "And you don't have to fight anyone... just think of it as a million dollar date with Jean."
"Okay," I said letting her go inside of me.

The surrounding was once again whited out. When I gained my consciousness, I saw Ancient buildings surrounding me with people wearing black robes like mine. They were Shinigami and I was in Seireitei, Soul Society. I saw myself lost, but then I saw a shadow towering over me. I turned around and saw a tall male Shinigami who was wearing a white robe with number "10" written in Chinese. He had dark brown hair and dark brown eyes like Jean, but he looked rather old. He looked like he was around mid 20s. He smiled and patted my hair like I were his pet doggy. I recognized him because that other girl went into me. I had her memories and feelings. My heart beat faster and faster when he was patting me. Guess he was the one she loved in the past. He WAS Jean. Then I heard him talking to me.

"It's not good for a young lady like yourself to walk around in the dark," he said. "You want me to escort you to your division, Fukutaicho-san?"
"Eisenhaur Taicho!" I blushed looking down. "I... can go there by myself... thank you for the offer."
"But a young lady like yourself should not wonder around night by yourself," he said putting his arm around me.

This was the starting of my experience of Jean's past and I had one chance to change his past so he won't experience hardship in the future.