~*^I am Dreamer^*~: Make me a Hero

One (feat JiSun) - Epik High
Good Bye - Ruby Tuesday
Right now (Double up mix; remix by DJ EON) - Makou
Your Own Miracle - Ruby Tuesday
Marry U - Super Junior
Baby Bye Bye - Mi-Rea Yun
Agony - Kotoko
Weeek - NewS

The next morning arose, with gunshooting in my ears. I woke up and saw that the alarm was going on that the building was invaded. I saw a note in my hand when I woke up. I open up the note and saw what Zack wrote to me. He wrote:

"When you read this just stay in my room. Don't go out and wander around alright? The Shinra building as been invaded and I have to go fight right now. Don't worry, I won't get injured or anything. Just stay until I get back okay?"

I stayed in bed as I heard gun shootings. I wonder if Zack was okay with gun shots. I know he isn't the type of guy who would get hit so easily. I hugged my knees on his bed with my ears closed. The gun shots bring me nothing, but fear. It made me think about death and it reminded me of my father even though he wasn't shot or anything. Then the door opened I saw Zack walking in while panting. He looked at me shivering on the bed. He knew that I was scared and frightened because of the gun shooting sound and everything. He put his sword against the wall and wrapped his arms around me. As long as Zack was besides me, I was not scared anymore. He was like a guardian Angel to me who takes all my fear away from me. I looked up and saw him resting his head on my back. He came here to protect me since the invaders were after me. I started to began to think everything is my dream since everything was going according to my will. The shooting stopped and the alarm ringing had stopped as well. It was the sign that the situation is cleared. Zack got up to check what was going on outside. When he opened the door, he saw Angeal making sure that I was alright.

"Aurora was shivering with fear, but she's alright," Zack said to Angeal.
"That's good to hear," Angeal walked closer to me. "Were you scared because they were after you?"
"No," I looked up at him. "Gun shooting reminds me of... something..."
"Rest," Angeal patted my hair as he walked out. "The director contacted the school about your absense. Call the office and tell your home schooling teacher that you are safe."
"Thank you, Angeal," I smiled at my other Guardian Angel who walked out of the room.
"Gun shooting makes you scared huh?" Zack said sitting down next to me. "Because it kills people?"
"Somewhat," I said looking outside. "I don't like fighting. I like being in peaceful state."
"I like fighting when it is neccessary," he said looking at my face. "You seem sad."
"Am not," I said forming a quick smile. "I'm completely fine."
"You sure?" he said looking into my eyes.
"I can handle it myself," I said when I got up. "Don't bother."
"You are doing that again," he got up and stood behind me. "Kimmy told me that you tend to hide things from people. What is it?"
"It's alright," I smiled. "It's nothing really nothing. It's just... not again..."

I tried to hide it, but tears came down my eyes. I was missing my father who passed away about a year ago. I guess being taken care by males reminded me of my father and how he used to take care of me. Zack looked shocked when he saw me bursting into tears. He turned me around and hugged me tightly making me cry on him. I was too emotional when it came to past. Past was something that hurt me whenever it came into my head. Zack looked up to the ceiling and began to think of what to tell me since he did not know why I was crying. He then squat down and wiped my tears with his thumbs. Seeing his worried face made me stopped crying since I did not want to make him worry. He then told me about going to the park to talk about things. I agreed as I followed him out of his room. While walking, I looked up at Zack and sighed at myself. I was too weak compared to Zack who was my age. How can't I get any stronger in terms of emotion? I was envious of Zack for being strong. Upon arriving at the park, I saw kids playing around with nothing to worry about. Seeing Zack wearing the uniform made the kids scared, but when the kids saw me with the eyes they showed interest in me. I walked towards the kids with a smile on my face. I was their first time seeing a female having the Mako filled eyes. The girls were amazed how pretty my eyes looked. The girls asked if I wanted to play hopscotch with them pulling my shirt. I looked back at Zack who was leaning against the slide. He gave a gesture telling me to go play. I used to play this with Kimmy all the time when both of us were young. After playing it for 30 minutes, the girls thanked me and went home. I walked towards Zack who was looking at me.

"Relaxed now?" He asked. "We have an important assignment tonight."
"Yeah," I said standing next to him. "I feel much better. Thanks."
"You should tell that to the girls," he said looking down at me. "They are the ones who made you forget about things."
"But you are the one who brought me here," I said.
"I can't wait to see you dressed up as a waitress," he said blushed a bit. "It would look cute."
"I'm sad that I won't see you fighting," I sighed.
"You should try to master your powers to see me fighting," he said. "At least you can assist me then."
"Yeah," I looked down. "I wonder if I can learn to control my powers."
"You can if you believe in yourself," Zack said patting me. "I'm sure you can do it."

I know I can do it if I believe in myself, but my self esteem was low when it comes to doing something for the first time. I wish I were dreaming. Tell me that my eyes are brown again when I wake up. I looked weird with these blue eyes; it did not suit me somehow. I've never seen an Asian person having blue eyes that shines like a jewel. I relaxed and walked to the swing sitting on it. Zack walked over and pulled the swing back and let go. I felt like flying as the swing swung forward towards the sky. I jumped out of the swing to land on the sand with my eyes closed, but I felt someone catching me. When I opened my eyes, Zack was looking down at me. Darn it! I wanted to look cool landing on the sand, but guess Zack was worried about me falling. Without putting me down, he began to run towards Shinra company building. Are we being chased or something? Nope, we weren't being chased or anything. Zack was just hyper as always. The people were staring at Zack as he was running with me on his arms. Zack was really an Angel to me who came down from heaven to lift me up to the sky. Who have given me wings that are growing inside of me. One day my wings will grow out of my back and become his guardian Angel. And when that day comes, I will make sure to protect him with my everything. Upon arriving to the Soldier floor, Angeal was waiting for me to come back. Zack pushed me gently towards Angeal and told me not to be scared. Why would I be scared anyway? It's not like I'm training with someone like Sephiroth. I'm training with Angeal whom I believe is very gentle and calm and caring in a way. We walked into the training room and I was given a sword. Instead of virtualizing, Angeal told me to fight him. Now I was scared this time since Angeal was first class Soldier and I was not even a Soldier. He grabbed the same sword as what I was using and took a stance.

"Are you serious?" I asked looking at him while shivering.
"Just relax and give your best," Angeal said calming me down a bit.
"But I..." I looked down at my legs shivering.
"Just calm down," Angeal said. "I won't hurt you or anything. We are training not fighting for real."
"But still," I said. "I'm not skilled at using the sword."
"Maybe I should ask Zack to be your opponent then," Angeal looked at Zack standing outside of the training room. "Hey Zack! Get in here!"
"Me?" Zack said walking towards the door.
"I'm sorry," I said still shivering.
"No worries," Angeal looked at Zack. "It seems she is afraid of me since I'm first class. Can you handle her?"
"I guess," Zack said pulling out his sword. "You ready Aurora?"
"I... uhhh..." I was still shivering. "I guess...."
"Come and get me, Aurora," Zack said gripping his sword tighter.
"Alright here I come," I said running towards Zack while holding my sword.

I guess Angeal planned on this all along since fighting Zack would make the training even more harder for me. I was being annoyed a little since Zack was being "nice" giving me openings to actually injure him. Why would he want me to injure him in the first place anyway? What Zack was not used to was my movements since it looked like I was dancing not fighting. I laughed when Zack would dodge my attack while fooling around. I remembered the first time I ever held the same sword and how Zack would laugh at me for looking awkward. It was weird that day how I was training wearing a short skirt on. I could not release my powers during training again. Well I would have felt weird if it just come out after 2 days so I wasn't feeling down. I sat down against the wall when the training was over. I was coughing and panting while seeing Zack just standing putting his sword on his back. Well I guess that was nothing to him not making him tired. I felt bad for myself coughing and being all exhausted. I guess I was still normal human even though the researchers tell me that I'm infused with Mako. I sometimes think that they are lying. I just can't trust people at times. Kimmy stopped by the training room to see if I was fooling around with Zack. Fooling around? I was forced to fight Zack not fooling around. Well I could not hurt him since he was that skilled compared to me who was a newbie. Kimmy took me to the entrace floor and got me a drink and freshly baked cookie she brought with her.

"You were fighting Zack?" Kimmy giggled. "No wonder you look like you are about to crash."
"He's pretty good," I said biting the chocolate chip cookie.
"You are way underestimating him," Kimmy said getting closer to me. "Before he gets himself killed, you know what he does?"
"Think about Aerith?" I whispered back.
"No silly!" Kimmy said bonking my head gently. "He fights an entire army of Shinra. He kills every single one of them except three infantrymen. Those three are the ones who kill Zack by shooting him in the head."
"You didn't had to spoil me the ending like that," I sighed. "So he is that strong to go against an entire army?"
"Well that's when he grows older of course," Kimmy said. "When he's 23."
"23 huh?" I drank the soda afterwards. "He dies at such a young age huh?"
"But that makes him such a cool character anyway," Kimmy said. "I mean don't you think?"
"I guess," I looked as Zack was coming out of the elevator.
"Still the video made me cry when Miles showed me," Kimmy sighed. "I bet it will make you cry."
"What are you guys talking about???" Zack sat down next to me while we were still in the middle of talking.
"This sad movie," Kimmy quickly changed subject. "Aurora told me that she doesn't like sad movies. She loves cute romantic movies."
"I don't," I said blushed in red. "By the way, when are we practicing for dance?"
"We can do that after your assignment," Kimmy giggled.
"I'm dead scared about this," I sighed. "I don't even know how to fight."
"Just dance or do something to grab their attention," Kimmy said. "Then after Angeal is done setting up the bomb, he'll come and get you."
"Dancing," I said with confidence. "Something I can really do. Wouldn't they know I'm with Shinra because of my eyes?"
"You'll be fine," Zack smiled. "As long as you aren't wearing the uniform of a Soldier. Aww man! I'll be missing out in Aurora dancing."
"I can dance for you after the assignment is a success," I giggled.

It was funny how Kimmy was hanging out with me more than usual these days. What Kimmy told me about Zack really shocked me. To fight against an entire army of Shinra... just how brave is this guy? If that event happens to him, would I be able to save him from getting killed? I doubted myself. What can an ordinary girl like myself can do to help? The answer was simple: Nothing. So my conclusion is once again this: I'm not the right girl for Zack to love. What's making him so interested in me anyway? I had no idea since Zack never told me himself. All I remembered that he told me my voice and piano sound makes him blush. My vocie huh? People do say opposites attract one another, but am not opposite of him. Opposite of him would be someone who is shy and quiet and weak? I had no idea. Kimmy got up as she look at the clock.

"Aurora," Kimmy said. "Let's review what we learned in World dance class."
"Yeah," I said getting up.
"Huh?" Zack said looking at me and Kimmy standing up.
"Aurora performed Chinese style fan dance last year. She is going to do that tonight and I'm just going to help her prepare for it," Kimmy said. "You can watch if you want."
"Yeah!" Zack said getting up from the table. "I want to Aurora doing her thing."
"It's embarrassing," I said walking into the elevator.
"By the way Aurora," Kimmy giggled. "The training room was taken so we are doing it in the hall near the window on the Soldier floor so I think you will be embarrassed, but I figured you need to practice in front of many people."
"Great!" I sighed.

I was actually happy inside that Kimmy was helping me with many things. I wondered if I remembered the dance I learned and performed last year.