~*^I am Dreamer^*~: Make me a Hero

One (feat JiSun) - Epik High
Good Bye - Ruby Tuesday
Right now (Double up mix; remix by DJ EON) - Makou
Your Own Miracle - Ruby Tuesday
Marry U - Super Junior
Baby Bye Bye - Mi-Rea Yun
Agony - Kotoko
Weeek - NewS

When I turned around, I saw Angeal standing there. I wondered if he heard our conversation because the conversation was pretty weird. I told him that I have to go to the central area to warn Zack about the trap. He smiled as he told me that he is headed for the Central area. He scooped me up onto his shoulder and began to run towards the Central area. Since Zack cleared the path to the Central area, it was easier for both of us to get there. While going, I began to think about what Chris told me. He fused the worlds to put me together... divided into two entity... What did he meant by that? If I existed in this world, who was I in this world? Could my other half be Aerith? I hope not since that would be weird. If she is really my other half, I need to make the world back to normal so I won't confuse Zack and others. I looked down feeling dizzy and confused of what Chris told me. But I discovered about my other half when Angeal told me about what he knew.

"Aurora," Angeal said with concerned voice. "It seems you were shocked hearing things from that mysterious guy."
"He was trying to tell me the truth," I looked down. "But I denied the truth so he disappeared before telling me the truth."
"All I know is," Angeal looked at me while running. "That your other half was an experiment who escaped from the underground lab. I believe my mom found you outside of Banora and took care of you."
"So you knew my other half?" I asked.
"Well she told me about you over the letter," he said. "A little girl with black hair whose eyes are as blue as the sky is how she described the girl."
"Sounds like me." I said looking at the huge gate in front of us. "This must be the gate to the Central area."
"Right," he said running into the gate.

When we entered, it was quiet in there. The central room was where Zack was with the anti soldier monsters. Before the central room, the Crescent units appeared to block our way. Angeal told me to go while he take care of things. I nodded as I ran to the Central room. When I entered, I felt huge rumble as one Anti Soldier monsters collapse on the ground. Zack thought it was unconscious, but it got up and attacked him. I just stood and watched as Zack was immobile. I wanted to help him, but I had no such ability to help him right now. Wake up... I need to wake my true self up, but how? I wish I could just wake myself up right now. I wish I were stronger. I need power...

"ZACK!!!!" I shouted out as the monster was about to attack Zack.

Cold winds came out from me before the monster attacked Zack. When I opened my eyes, I saw huge white colored wings on my back. I saw Zack's eyes being widen seeing a giant frozen monster in front of him. I looked at my hand and saw a katana that was made out of crystal. Did I really do this? I put the sword back into it's case around my waist and flew towards Zack. I knelt down in front of Zack to see if he was injured or anything. I helped him get up and walked out of the room seeing nobody outside. I looked around and wondered where Angeal went off to. Kimmy ran towards me and told us that Angeal is fighting some strange warriors in the forest. She told me that Sephiroth might be coming to clear the situation. She guided me back to the helicopter outside of the Wutai fortress. In the helicopter, Kimmy was twinkling looking at my wings.

"So that's your true form huh?" Kimmy asked.
"I guess," I sighed. "If I arrived faster Zack won't be..."
"I'm fine," Zack said rubbing the back of his head. "I will be fine. At least you saved my life. Thanks Aurora."
"No problem," I blushed and turned around. "As soon as we arrive, you are going to bed, mister!"
"I can take care of myself," he said getting up slowly.
"Angeal will be fine so don't worry," I said smiling. "You trust him right?"
"Yeah," he said standing against the helicopter wall. "I know he will be fine. By the way, Aurora, can I call you my Guardian Angel from now on?"
"Ehhhhh?" I blushed when he asked that. "But I thought I was your..."
"Grilfriend who is my Guardian Angel," he laughed. "How about it?"
"I guess," I smiled.

Let me tell you guys more about Chris since he recently appeared out of no where. He is one of them guys who chased me around just to be with me in middle school. He told me that his family is magicians and I did not believe until he told me my future. He told me that I'm going to be famous and he was right about me becoming famous. He is very mysterious in a way since he always carried a book of weird symbols around. He told me he could read the symbols and the book had forbidden spells that allowed him to disturb other worlds and manipulate things on his own will. So basically he is the one who fused the worlds together to manipulate things on his own. Why? He just made me into a monster so no guys back in my world would love me. Chris.. his hobby during middle school was to ruin my days as well. During PE class, he purposely pushed me into the swimming pool to get me sick before my piano concert. But now I think he is trying to get myself to wake up from my fantasies. Like trying to set me free from something. About the relationship between Zack and I. It isn't going to last forever and soon the world is going to be defused meaning we are going to be in separate world. Should I tell him? Or should I not? Sometimes truth hurts even if people search for the truth. It's something I learned just now. Miles told me that Sephiroth turns bad during the game because of the truth. See? Truth can be pretty hurtful. It was time for me to let him go since his true lover is Aerith. I had an idea and hoped it would work out.

"Trip to church tomorrow?" Zack asked when I asked.
"Yeah," I smiled. "I feel like my faith is dying out. I think I need to go to the Church to pray to the Lord to grow my faith. How about it?"
"I guess I have no choice, but to follow you," he smiled.
"Yeah! It'll be great," I smiled.
"Aurora," Kimmy whispered into my ears. "You finally made up your mind neh?"
"Of course," I smiled gently. "I... truly don't deserve this so I'm letting it go."
"I'm happy of whatever choice you make," Kimmy whispered. "I still think you are better than Aerith tho."
"But I cannot change his destiny," I said looking at Zack.
"Hey!!! What are you two whispering about!!!! Let me hear it too!!!!" Zack said acting like a child.
"It's what we call girl talk," we giggled.
"I wish I were a girl sometimes so I can join," Zack chuckled at himself for saying that.
"If you were a girl we still would not let you join," we kept on giggling.
"Hey no fair!!!!" he said sitting back down when the helicopter was landing.

I concentrated my powers trying to hide my wings. When I looked back, the wings were gone. It was very magical how things worked. I took off the jacket and gave it back to Zack since I borrowed it. The director told me to stop by his office before I go home. I was scared since he would have seen the whole thing with my power. Kimmy asked her uncle see if Kimmy can join as well. Director Lazard wasn't a mean person to say no to anything Kimmy was asking so he told her yes. The director also asked Zack to join if he wants to join. He decided to go as well since I was looking nervous. I took the elevator to his office with Kimmy. She held my hand tightly when my hand was shaking. She told me it's going to be nothing serious. I believed in Kimmy since she was my best friend. Zack was also standing to my right having his hands on each side of my shoulder. I felt at ease since two people were making me calm down from the worries. As soon as we went off the elevator, I saw Sephiroth standing there. I hid behind Kimmy because I was scared of him.

"First of all," The director said sitting back down. "Angeal was reported missing when Sephiroth arrived to clear the situation."
"Angeal?" Zack was surprised. "That means..."
"He is gone with Genesis," Sephiroth said looking at Zack.
"There is no way he... he..." Zack was losing his mind.
"Calm down," I said. "Angeal must have his own reason why he left with Genesis. Let him be and you'll find out why."
"Aurora..." I saw Zack's face turning pale.
"Onto the next subject," the director said looking at me. "Aurora, from now on you are an official member of the Soldier since you've been helping."
"Eh?" I said looking puzzled. "That means I have to..."
"Part time job," Kimmy said. "You will be going to school and participate in band activities and such. Aren't ya happy?"
"No," I sighed.
"Even though you are new member," the director said. "You will be 1st class since you are different from the other members."
"FIRST CLASS?!" Zack looked at me when he heard that. "Aurora's that strong?"
"She was able to defeat a monster equivalent to first class Soldier in the assignment," the director said. "Would you rather be 2nd then?"
"I don't mind," I sighed.
"There's nothing wrong with being first," Zack said patting my head. "I think you should help me train."
"Maybe," I sighed.
"In the afternoon you will be training with Zack in the training room," the director said. "Kimmy will give you the uniform after this."
"And don't worry I tried it on so it won't be big on you. And I fixed it a little so it won't look to guyish," Kimmy smiled.
"Alright! Everyone dismissed," the director said.
"Ummm Aurora," Zack said looking at me. "Could you... stay with me tonight?"
"Sure," I said. "Let's go get my uniform then."

I kinda knew why Zack wanted to stay with me. It was about Angeal for sure since his face was pale since he heard Angeal reported missing. Even though I thought Zack had no weakness, he had them since he was a human after all. I stopped by the briefing room to get the uniform from Kimmy. I thanked Kimmy for everything and hugged her before she went to her room. I then followed Zack to his room while he was holding my hand tightly. As soon as we arrived, I put the uniform on the table and sat on his bed letting him sit besides me. He leaned against me resting his head on my shoulder. He did not cry, but I know he was feeling lonely inside worried about Angeal. I never had a boyfriend before so I did not know how to comfort him. While I was thinking about something to do to make him feel better, I heard shallow snoring. I looked and saw that Zack was asleep with his head resting on my shoulder. I gently laid him on his bed and watched him sleeping. I walked over to his desk and left a little note and left his room holding my uniform in my arms. I looked back once more before leaving the room to see if Zack was alright. I smiled as I kissed on his cheek gently. That kiss will be my first and last kiss that I will be giving to Zack since tomorrow his life will change completely. While I was in the elevator, I saw Chris appearing next to me.

"Favor to ask me?" Chris said as I was thinking about him in my mind.
"Sorry to call you out so late," I said looking at Chris. "I do have favor to ask."
"You sure you want me to do it?" Chris sighed. "You seem happy with him."
"I'm doing it for Zack's sake," I said smiling. "He's better off with Aerith. I'm not her and I cannot replace her."
"That means... I should defuse the world soon as well," Chris said. "Since your fusion is complete. You sure you want me to do this?"
"I..." I smiled looking at him. "Don't want to trouble you anymore with the flow of the worlds disturbed."
"You did not bother the flow of the world at all," Chris sighed. "My magic only works if the person accepts it. If his heart denies, I cannot do. What if his heart denies my magic?"
"His love for me is not real. There is no way his heart is going to deny it," I smiled. "Thank you, Chris."
"Don't mention it. Just to let you know Aurora, you cannot read people's heart unless you are Guardian of hearts," he said disappearing. "You don't know how he really thinks about you."

I walked out of the elevator with a smile on my face. My smile did not last long when I exit the building. While walking, tears came down my cheek as I walked home by myself. I did not walk home instead I walked towards sector 5 where the Church was located. When I opened the door to the Church, I saw nobody inside and it was dark inside. I set my things next to me and knelt down in front of the cross.

"In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen." I looked down as I began my prayer. "Dear heavenly father... I thank you for everything you have done to me. I'm sure you have used Chris's powers to bring me together with my other half and gave me a chance to meet the guy I have fallen love with, but Father, I have learned that the man I fell in love with is not the right guy for myself. I ask for your guidance that he will be together with the woman he is destined to fall in love with. I ask your spirit to guard that woman. But Father, I cannot understand why I'm crying father... I... love him so much and yet... I feel guilty father, that I manipulated him to love me back. I did not deserve any of that whatsoever. I hope I'm doing the right thing, Father.... I'm doing this for his happiness... I only want him to be happy and I think I'm not the right girl to make him happy. I... I...."
"Just rest, Aurora..." Chris appeared in front of me and poured sleep powder in front of me. "You have not manipulated Zack to love you or anything... he made his own decision... he could have denied the assignment of looking over you in the first place... and that assignment caused him to have feelings for you..."

After laying me gently on the ground of the Church, Chris disappeared. That was how I fell asleep in the Church. I hope Father will respond to my prayer and I know he will since I believe in him so much. I wish everything goes well...