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1. My
Boyfriend is a Giant
2. The Twisted
Event
3. Getting used to Jean's Truth
4.
The Past he wants to Forget
5. Another
Step Closer
6. Is this the end or beginning?
7.
Jean's True Past -1-
8. Jean's True Past
-2-
9. I love you so...
- to be continued -
Summary
*note: Some of the chapter titles
are named based on a song*
1. Into the New
World
2. Ordinary Day
3. Orange no Hatsukoi
4.
Comet
5. Perhaps
Love
6. I'm Your Girl
7. Just like Yesterday
8. So Close
9. Triangle
10. Upside
Down
11. I'm not Alone
12. End of the Moonlight
13. My Angel
14. Oblivion
15. Love
Condition
16. A Favor to the Wind
17. UraChaCha!!!
18. IM
(I am)
19. Your Own Miracle
20.
Energy
21. Marry U
extra:
About Aurora
extra:
Tinkerbell
Summary
1. Entering the World of Men
2. One
Step, Two Steps
3. Truth to be Told
4.
The Fool
5. The
Cause of Outbreak
6. A Girl's Dream
7.
Dear My Prince
Summary
1. My Perfect Brother
Summary
1. Ahh! I'm 12 Again!!
2. First
day of School Trouble
3. Getting to Know
"Him" -1-
4. Getting to Know
"Him" -2-
5. It's my Turn -1-
6.
It's my Turn -2-
7. Guess
Who's Back
8. The Truth
Summary
1. The Cursed Prince
~*~ I am Dreamer ~*~ (c) Senna
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Current Song List
One (feat JiSun) - Epik High
Good Bye - Ruby Tuesday
Right
now (Double up mix; remix by DJ EON) - Makou
Your Own Miracle - Ruby
Tuesday
Marry U - Super Junior
Baby Bye Bye - Mi-Rea Yun
Agony
- Kotoko
Weeek - NewS
Rumble Fish - UraChaCha!!!
Chapter 17: UraChaCha!!!
The school's dance room was open so we were able to go in
and hang out. The dance room was pretty large. Instead of practicing, we were
fooling around most of the time. I was spinning around like ballerina with my
arms forming a circle. My friends were envious of me since I was talented in
dancing. I never thought of myself as talented since I tend to put myself down.
Then I remembered that night when Zack and I were dancing at the party. That
was one of the happiest moment of my life, but I cannot be with him anymore
since he belongs to a different world. I wonder what he was doing at the moment.
Because I was distracted, I lost balance and fell on the ground. Kimmy and Jamie
walked up to me since I wasn't getting up right away. When they arrived, they
heard me crying.
"Auora... you crying?" Jamie asked.
"I..."
I said wiping my tears. "Miss him already... Isn't that kinda scary?"
"We
understand," Kimmy said sitting down in front of me. "It was strange
how you weren't crying at all. It's alright, you can cry all you want."
"But
I want to be stronger," I smiled. "Even if he comes to this world,
he would not..."
"Doubting him already?" Kimmy sighed. "No
good, Aurora. If you truly love him, you will keep on waiting for that day to
come. Even Chris..."
"Chris?" I looked up.
"The 'job'
he is doing is researching through his library of books to find a way for you
two to be together," Jamie said. "He is working hard to find a way.
So don't give up already."
"Why is Chris being so nice to me especially?"
I asked.
"You should ask him directly," Kimmy asked.
"I
guess," I smiled. "Well I'm just going to wait till he tells me the
reason himself."
To distract me from thinking too much about Zack,
the group began to brainstorm of how to beat Valerie in the final. The punishment
changed that if I lose I have to transfer to different school. It was same for
her if she loses. I was confident in winning tho since Valerie makes a lot of
mistake. If the worlds were still fused, I would try to kick her butt with my
sword. Chris mentioned about my Angel form. What would it look like? I think
my Angel form would look the same as me except the eye color and all. We said
we are going to plan for the finals, but we ended up fooling around again. Miles
brought DJ Max soundtrack and popped it in to the audio system. Instead of fooling
around, we had our own dance party in the dance room. Miles was the DJ, and
the rest were the dancers. The funny part tho is that other students walking
by joined our little dance party. Life... just gotta enjoy it I guess. The first
song came out was "Luv Flow". I saw people began to dance to the meet
when the music started. To cheer me up, Aaron asked if he could dance with me.
I smiled and nodded since he was my friend.
In Midgar, Zack was getting
ready to head out to Modeoheim. The assignment was tomorrow, but he wanted to
get ready early so he could hang out with Aerith at the Church before leaving.
After he was done with preparation, he looked at his bed and saw the white bunny
sleeping on his pillow. He sat down on his bed and patted the bunny as it wiggled
its ear and rubbed against his hand. He then saw me dancing in the crystal orb
he got from Chris. Our group was dancing in the circle with me dancing in the
middle. He smiled watching me having fun, but does he know that I'm sad inside
because I miss him so much? He then opened his drawer and took out a photo album.
He flipped through and saw pictures of me before the world was fused together.
There were pictures of me playing my PSP on my bed, at school fooling around,
playing piano during competitions, and lastly pictures of me sleeping (don't
ask why). It was dark outside, but the moon was shining brightly. When he was
looking at the fullmoon, Chris appeared behind him. To his surprise, Zack looked
back.
"You are... that guy who was with Aurora," Zack said
looking at Chris leaning against the wall.
"Correct," he said.
"What
do you want from me?" Zack was puzzled as he looked at Chris opening his
silver eyes.
"Just wanted to check on how you are doing as the mistress
wishes," Chris said.
"Mistress?" Zack was curious. "Why
you call her that?"
"Cause Aurora is..." he paused looking
at the bunny playing around on Zack's pillow. "An Angel... I have to respect
Angels because they are beings like Gods."
"I'm wondering..."
Zack said looking away. "Whether I should forget about Aurora since..."
"It's
up to your heart to decide," Chris sighed. "You are still under my
spell. If your heart choses to forget about her then she will be removed from
your life. You are resisting it that's why she cannot be erased."
"I
see," Zack looked at the white bunny rolling around on his bed.
"Trust
in Aurora," Chris said after reading Zack's mind. "It might take some
time even couple
of years to be together, but she will stay strong. Aurora isn't a type of girl
to sway back and forth between guys like a wind."
"Wait,"
Zack turned towards Chris. "You mean... we can be together?"
"But
you have to wait for the right time," Chris said. "But I wonder if
you'll be the same when the time comes..."
"What do you mean?"
He asked when Chris was disappearing. "Wait..."
"I'll give
you a hint," Chris's voice echoed. "When you two meet, your ages aren't
going to be the same... Aurora's world's time flows slower than the time here..."
Zack
was lost what he meant by he'll be the same when the time comes. I know Zack
changes tremendously when he gets older. I wondered if my heart will stay the
same as I get older as well. Zack lay down on his bed to think about the message
behind what Chris said. He was worried because of the time flow thing Chris
mentioned. He then closed his eyes to go to sleep. In his dream, he saw himself
as 25 year old guy appearing in front of me who stayed as 16. In his dream,
he was uncomfortable being 9 years older than me. I started crying seeing him
being 9 years older than me. Zack wanted to wake up from this dream, but he
could not wake up for some odd reason. My copy then licked the tears coming
down his cheek. He was able to wake up from his dream when he felt the
bunny curled up in a ball on his chest. He looked at himself in the mirror and
sighed.
"Hope that doesn't happen..." he said to himself. "2
or 3 year difference is alright with me, but 9 years... that's too much."
"pyon?"
the bunny looked at him as he grabbed it and put it back to its 'sleeping spot.'
"I
always wondered..." he said looking at himself in the mirror. "If
I'm good enough for Aurora. I mean she is this popular singer and pianist, but
I'm..."
"pyon...." the triangle on the bunny's forehead shined
brightly and hit the mirror showing the images of me and the others at the restaurant.
"I
can use the crystal orb to see it," he said.
"pyon," the bunny
simply sat on his hand and watched the mirror.
Unlike the crystal orb,
he was able to hear what was going on. The crystal orb enabled him to see what
I was doing, but he could not hear anything. The mirror showed image of our
group sitting in a restaurant. We were talking about many things especially
guys. Zack showed interest since Saori asked why I like guys like Zack.
"Why
I love Zack so much... good question," I smiled when I was done with sipping
the orange soda. "He is very loving, caring, sweet, silly at times, protective,
and most importantly I feel very warm when I'm near him. I feel very safe and
happy around him."
"Aren't you forgetting the most important thing?"
Kimmy giggled.
"Fine," I blushed. "He looks cute and he's
tall... well kinda too tall in a way compared to me, but still I like it."
"Honest
as usual," Jamie giggled. "So basically you like everything about
him. Right?"
"I wish he could be tougher," I giggled. "But
it doesn't suit his looks. Maybe when he gets older he could be tough."
"You
like older guys that's why," Saori said. "You tend to depend on older
guys at times in times of trouble."
"But the older guys don't love
me since am younger," I giggled. "If I were to meet Zack again...I
wish his appearance stays the same, but two years older. He looks like 18 doesn't
he? I don't know..."
"He does look older than average 16 year old
guys," Miles said. "I would say 18."
"Yeah," I smiled.
"You
would look cute calling him 'oppa (nii-chan in Korean)' all the time,"
Kimmy said grabbing the French fries from the dish.
"I love saying 'oppa',"
I smiled while finishing my drink. "Zack oppa huh? teehee."
"Aurora's
in love," everyone giggled looking at me blushing.
The images of
the mirror faded away as Zack lay back on his bed. He smiled and patted the
bunny for showing him the truth. He blushed thinking about what I said. Still,
I wondered why Zack was so crazy over me. I was actually happy that he was not
around me since my guilty feeings were gone. Yeah! I was feeling guilty that
I got him to love a silly like me. He doesn't know what he got himself into
because it will drive him crazy. I know I call Zack "Silly" many times
and that is for a reason. I call every guy who falls in love with me "silly"
because it's not worth it. I wish I could appear in Zack's dream and told me
that I'm not worth being loved or anything, but it's no use since I've gave
him similar message we were together. Let the time solve the problem since we
aren't going to meet for awhile. Exactly! Time will solve everything!!! Suddenly
I got worried about Zack since soon he will be going to Modeoheim for an assignment
and happening there will change his life forever. I wish I could be there for
him, but I was here on my world. All I could do was pray that he will be alright.
I'm sure he will be alright since he's a strong guy. While I was spacing out,
my friends were stealing my food.
"Daydreaming about your prince?"
Saori asked.
"Kinda worried is all," I said bringing the plate
closer to me.
"I knew it," Miles said. "It's about assignment
in Modeoheim eh?"
"What's that?" Jamie and Tina asked at the
same time.
"That's where his life changes forever," Miles said.
"And that's when he stops being hyper and all..."
"Awww! No
more hyper?" Jamie said. "He was cute being hyper and all tho."
"Sometimes
guys have to grow up too you know," Aaron smiled. "I'm sure Aurora
likes the mature Zack as well. Right?"
"Am not sure," I said.
"I never got that far in the game yet."
"In times like that
Aurora," Kimmy giggled. "Just say yes."
"What if I don't
like it," I said eating the French fries.
"Oh com'on! There is
no way you aren't going to like it," Miles said. "You saw the ending
video. That's what I call a cool manly guy!"
"Hahaha,"
Kimmy laughed punching Mile's on the shoulder. "Why don't you become like
him?"
"I will," Miles said. "Just give me time..."
"Time..."
I said smiling. "Solves all the problems..."
"It sure does,"
Saori said looking outside.
"I'm going to change myself," I said
tightening my fist. "I'm going to be more confident about myself. I'm going
to show him my new self when we meet again."
"That's the spirit!"
Kimmy said. "And you know we are going to help you."
"Let's
teach her how to be sexy," Aaron laughed while Jamie was tickling him.
"Aaron
is perverted as usual," Miles shook his head. "But yeah! You need
more self confidence."
Their encouragement really made me hyper
inside. I felt like singing outloud or doing something similar. I asked the
band members if they wanted to play this one song for summer concert. I suggested
"IM" by PB's. Some of them did not know the song since it was in Korean.
I told them that it's that one song that cheers me up in times of loneliness.
Hearing that got the members interested in trying out the song. We hit the largest
sheet music store in the country to see if we can find the chords for this music.
They had almost every song. I found the song sheet and called everyone. After
we bought one copy (we can use copy machine to copy more copies), I saw Kimmy
showing me a sheet musics of piano music from Crisis Core. She smiled telling
me that it looks easy for me to learn. It was easy compared to Debussy and Chopin,
but it was worth trying since I'm indeed FAN of that game because of certain
someone.
"Alright! Let's get busy!!!!" I said jumping up while
holding sheet music of "IM."