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1. My Boyfriend is a Giant
 2. The Twisted Event
3. Getting used to Jean's Truth
4. The Past he wants to Forget
5. Another Step Closer
6. Is this the end or beginning?
7. Jean's True Past -1-
8. Jean's True Past -2-
9. I love you so...

- to be continued -

Summary
*note: Some of the chapter titles are named based on a song*
1. Into the New World
2. Ordinary Day
3. Orange no Hatsukoi
4. Comet
5. Perhaps Love
6. I'm Your Girl
7. Just like Yesterday
8. So Close
9. Triangle
10. Upside Down
11. I'm not Alone
12. End of the Moonlight
13. My Angel
14. Oblivion
15. Love Condition
16. A Favor to the Wind
17. UraChaCha!!!
18. IM (I am)
19. Your Own Miracle
20. Energy
21. Marry U

extra: About Aurora
extra: Tinkerbell

Summary
1. Entering the World of Men
2. One Step, Two Steps
3. Truth to be Told
4. The Fool
5. The Cause of Outbreak
6. A Girl's Dream
7. Dear My Prince

Summary
1. My Perfect Brother

Summary
1. Ahh! I'm 12 Again!!
2. First day of School Trouble
3. Getting to Know "Him" -1-
4. Getting to Know "Him" -2-
5. It's my Turn -1-
6. It's my Turn -2-
7. Guess Who's Back
8. The Truth

Summary
1. The Cursed Prince

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One (feat JiSun) - Epik High
Good Bye - Ruby Tuesday
Right now (Double up mix; remix by DJ EON) - Makou
Your Own Miracle - Ruby Tuesday
Marry U - Super Junior
Baby Bye Bye - Mi-Rea Yun
Agony - Kotoko
Weeek - NewS

Jon McLaughlin - So Close

Chapter 8: So Close

My fingers were growing tired because my heart was in pain. Was it THAT big of a deal to see Zack hanging out with some prettier older girl? I should ignore it, but my immature heart was yanking and eating my happiness away from me. I could not handle this anymore. Finally, I was able to take a break from playing... it was dinner time. But I had to resume playing after finishing so I had to eat quickly. I saw the older woman taking Zack to the table where her friends would be sitting. He was surrounded by older girls now. My... no he's not my boyfriend. I can't say it bravely. Then Zack's eye met mine... his eyes filled with worry. Why was he worrying? Was he scared to fail the assignment? Or is he worried because he cannot be with me? I had no idea, but he sure was feeling uncomfortable being with older women. There was still couple more minutes before I had to resume playing and during that time, Zack walked towards me. Was something going on that I don't know about? So many things were happening in so little time. He dragged me to the corner of the room and hugged me randomly. But the hugging was just to whisper into my ears not for affectional reasons. I was little disappointed on that, but what I heard was important indeed.

"The girl I'm hanging out with is part of an Anti Shinra group," Zack whispered into my ears. "Don't worry, I'm not flirting with her. I'm trying to dig out information about the plan."
"I understand," I said to him. "I trust you, Zack."
"I just wanted to tell you since you looked a bit pale up on the stage," Zack then kissed on my forehead. "You know that I love you."
"Zack," I said blushing. "We aren't shooting a romantic movie or anything."
"Why? You feel like you are in a scene of a movie?" Zack said looking down at me.
"Ye...Yeah," I said looking away.
"Strange," Zack said crossing his arms around. "Kimmy told me that you like those scenes so she told me to do this type of stuff."
"What?" I sighed. "Don't listen to Kimmy. She tells false stuff about me... I like watching those scenes not... performing them..."
"Oh," Zack scratched the back of his neck. "Sorry."
"Well I gotta go back," I said looking at him. "You know though? I liked it..."
"Alright," Zack said as he watch me go back up stage. "Ummm Aurora..."
"Yeah?" I turned around with a smile.
"Be careful," he said being cautious. "Don't hurt your fingers."
"I won't," I gave him a smile and resumed walking

For some reason Zack was really worried about me, but why? Well at least I feel safe around Zack, but is he being over protective? Well there is nothing wrong with that except I would feel uncomfortable. I sat down at the piano and saw Zack with the other girls. His facial expression changed when the girls talked to him. He was such a good actor being nice to them girls and flirting around with them. But I knew that Zack was hiding something, but what would it be? Possibly having a crush on some of them girls? That wasn't it since he told me that he loves me. My mind was spinning like a tornado losing its direction. As soon as my fingers landed on the piano key, I started to relax myself. I was drifting into musical world as my fingers moved smoothly on the keys. The people were relaxed as well listening to me playing while enjoying their dinner. The girls were giggling looking at Zack whose eyes were fixed on me. The sound coming out of the piano was making him relax and blush a bit. He remembered yesterday how I was playing piano for him and how he felt the same as now. But I remembered the conversation between me and Kimmy last night before at the cafe. It was the conversation that made me upset a bit, but it was the truth I needed to face.

--- My Flashback ---

"Aurora," Kimmy said with a bit worried look. "I'm a little worried about you."
"For what?" I asked smiling.
"About you and Zack," Kimmy looked away. "You know our worlds are going to be diffuse once. What are you going to do once our worlds gets pulled apart and go back to normal?"
"..." I looked down stirring my hot choco. "Well... I guess I can forget about him."
"Is that your true answer?" Kimmy asked.
"It doesn't matter," I smiled. "He will meet Aerith in the future anyway and be all happy with her. As for me, I'll be single again."
"That's why am worried about you," Kimmy said. "You think too negative of yourself. You are the most popular girl at our school and you think a girl like you don't deserve such a guy? If I were you, I'll try to do something to stop the world from being seperated."
"And how do I do such thing. I don't know what caused it or anything," I sighed.
"It's somethin Miles figured out," Kimmy said whispering. "Near Modeoheim there is a tower. The tower has the power to fuse worlds together and separate the worlds. I heard there are certain groups of people who is going after the tower to deactivate it, which means turning the worlds back to normal."
"Let them do it," I said drinking the hot choco. "I'll be fine if the world turns back to normal. I'll still be able to play piano go to Competitions and go to school and yea."
"But Aurora..." Kimmy sighed.
"I think I deserve an ordinary guy to love," I smiled. "Zack is perfect for me. An ordinary girl like myself does not go with someone who isn't so ordinary."
"Yeah I agree, too," Kimmy said. "But what if he does like ordinary girls like you? Then your plans?"
"We'll see," I smiled. "I'm sure things will be clear someday since guys are so good at pretending."

--- End of Flashback ---

The party was almost coming to an end when the dance was started. I wanted to dance as well, but I could not since I need to play the piano. I saw girls dragging Zack to the dance floor while his eyes were fixed on me. First, second, third songs and so on was going by slower while I saw pairs of people dancing to the music. Finally it was time for the last song. I was tapped on the shoulder by a male musician who told me to go enjoy the last dance at least. Seeing me coming down from the stage, Zack quickly walked towards me. Everyone watched as Zack was asking me for the last dance. I smiled and accepted him as my dance partner. As the song started, I recognized the piece. It was the same song that came out from the movie "Enchanted." I think the title of the song was "So Close." I felt like I was the cast in the movie as Zack took me to the center of the dance floor. It was just like the movie except we weren't the characters from the movie. Zack took a deep breathe showing that he was nervous. I took the first step making him follow me for a second until he decided to took a lead. It was impressive how he learned how to Waltz in 2 weeks. In the middle, he made me spin around just like the scene of the movie. Did Kimmy showed him the movie scene and told him to do exactly the same? I think Kimmy might have done something like that since most of the dance steps were the same like how he lifts me up when the music becomes fast in the middle. The other people were looking at us with an awww since were young lovers compared to them. As soon as the song was over Zack leaned over to me and gently kissed on my lips. Kimmy and others who were watching us from the hidden camera all went awww. Does he really love me? The question popped into my head while he was kissing me. The kiss soon ended when Zack felt someone tapping on his shoulder. It was that older girl who were hanging out with Zack before. She smiled at me and grabbed my wrist.

"I need your help little missy," She said dragging me towards the storage room.
"Wait," Zack said grabbing my other wrist. "Where are you taking her?"
"To the storage room," Rose said. "I need more waitress for the reception so I'm going to dress her up as one."
"In the storage room?" Zack found it strange.
"Yes," Rose said. "I need her to move some things to the reception room."
"Alright," Zack let go of my wrist. "I'll see you later then."
"What a fool," Rose whispered to herself. "I wonder if you'll be able to see your girlfriend again..."

I was dragged to the storage room, but as soon as I arrived something not so expected happen to me. I was locked into the cage like I were some animal. I wondered why I was locked into the cage or something like this. Am I being kidnapped? If so for what reason would that be? Then a scientist appeared and took the cage to the basement where I saw laboratory. I saw people being locked inside a tube filled with bright green liquid. I knew what it was... it was Mako, but I heard it is harmful to normal people like myself. Hold on, am I going to be locked in like them? Someone help me... Zack... I knew he would not come after me since he does not know about this laboratory. But I smiled since I will be gone and soon Zack will meet up with Aerith. I won't be ruining his life after all if I just accept my fate like this. I knew me being popular and everything will lead me to unhappy ending. Wait! What the heck am I talking about thinking about killing myself all of a sudden? But what can I do at this moment? I can't fight or anything. The scientist dragged me out of the cage and was about to dump me into the chamber filled with Mako. I was scared since I don't know anything about what it will do to an ordinary human like myself. Would it kill me? He let go off me and I closed my eyes as I dropped inside the chamber. I tried to open my eyes to see what was going on, but my eye lids were heavy. I felt cold and felt dizzy like the world was spinning around. I felt my body weakening was well... so is this the effect of the Mako? To weaken normal people and eventually killing them?

Rose came out of the storage room and saw Zack waiting against the wall. He looked at Rose and realized that I wasn't with her. Rose approached Zack slowly and told him that I was getting ready. Zack smiled not knowing what was going on with me, but he was worried inside. Zack quickly ran out to the lobby and contacted Kimmy and others to ask about me. Kimmy told me that my locator has been taken out so she cannot find where I am at. Zack looked at the map of the building and quickly ran towards the storage room. The route to storage room was filled with monsters that the scientist let out from the lab. The scientists was underestimating Zack because he was a 2nd class not an ordinary member. He could fight without having his sword since he was trained to fight without using his sword. He found a ladder going down to the basement and climbed down. Fortunately, the scientist was outside of the lab talking to the peope back in the unknown organization's headquarters. As Zack walked, he found the sight to be very disturbing. The people were used to become copied beings inside the chamber and one of them was me. Finding me inside the last chamber, Zack was pretty shocked seeing my struggling face. He knew I was still conscious because of my struggling looks. Unfortunately, Zack did not know how to opperate the machine so he did not know how to take me out of the chamber, but that did not stopped him from rescuing me. With his barehands, he broke the glass of the chamber and put me on his shoulder. Just then, the scientist walked into the room and saw Zack having me on his shoulder.

"I guess I was underestimating you, Soldier boy," Professor Ling walked in clapping with astonishment.
"What were you planning to do with Aurora?" Zack turned around and faced the professor.
"Make a copy of her," Professor said. "Can't you tell that she is somewhat not a human? She is the escaped experiment from my lab couple of years ago."
"Experiment?" Zack looked at me.
"Yes," Professor Ling walked closer to Zack. "The abandoned girl whom we took in as an experimental subject. She was successfully implanted with the mysterious bottle of cells we found in Modeoheim. She has the cells of an Angel whom we believe was the protector of the people in the Ancient. We simply created her to destroy Shinra."
"How is it possible? Aurora is from the other world," Zack said knowing about the world being fused together.
"Well I don't know how that happened," Professor said. "But she's the one."
"Aurora..." Zack looked at me feeling sorry for what I've gone through. "Bastard..."
"But aren't you the same? Being used for Shinra as nothing, but a lab dogs?" Professor said looking at Zack. "Being experimented and being examined a lot by the science department. I'm the same as them scientists of your company. Why don't you tell them bastards?"
"..." Zack remained quiet.
"Professor," Zack then turned around seeing Rose with white hair. "There is another Soldier outside in the lobby... he... has done this to me..."
"Rose!!!" Professor Ling caught her before she collapsed on the ground. "I'll fix you just wait..."

Zack took this opportunity to ran out to the lobby to see who the other Soldier operative was. It was none other than Angeal. Angeal saw Zack carrying me on his shoulder and felt relieved. The party was a trap to Shinra company and the director sent me without knowing that I was their target at first. The unknown organizations were having their eyes on me and because I was close to a Soldier they wanted to get me to be on their side. Inside the Limo, Zack laid me down on the seat and looked at me with a bit worried face. He could not believe Professor Hojo's theory was right about me not being a human. He waited for me to wake up since he had so much to ask.