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1. My Boyfriend is a Giant
 2. The Twisted Event
3. Getting used to Jean's Truth
4. The Past he wants to Forget
5. Another Step Closer
6. Is this the end or beginning?
7. Jean's True Past -1-
8. Jean's True Past -2-
9. I love you so...

- to be continued -

Summary
*note: Some of the chapter titles are named based on a song*
1. Into the New World
2. Ordinary Day
3. Orange no Hatsukoi
4. Comet
5. Perhaps Love
6. I'm Your Girl
7. Just like Yesterday
8. So Close
9. Triangle
10. Upside Down
11. I'm not Alone
12. End of the Moonlight
13. My Angel
14. Oblivion
15. Love Condition
16. A Favor to the Wind
17. UraChaCha!!!
18. IM (I am)
19. Your Own Miracle
20. Energy
21. Marry U

extra: About Aurora
extra: Tinkerbell

Summary
1. Entering the World of Men
2. One Step, Two Steps
3. Truth to be Told
4. The Fool
5. The Cause of Outbreak
6. A Girl's Dream
7. Dear My Prince

Summary
1. My Perfect Brother

Summary
1. Ahh! I'm 12 Again!!
2. First day of School Trouble
3. Getting to Know "Him" -1-
4. Getting to Know "Him" -2-
5. It's my Turn -1-
6. It's my Turn -2-
7. Guess Who's Back
8. The Truth

Summary
1. The Cursed Prince

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One (feat JiSun) - Epik High
Good Bye - Ruby Tuesday
Right now (Double up mix; remix by DJ EON) - Makou
Your Own Miracle - Ruby Tuesday
Marry U - Super Junior
Baby Bye Bye - Mi-Rea Yun
Agony - Kotoko
Weeek - NewS

Chapter 1: Is this a Dream?

I felt weird like I was not sleeping on my bed. Was I kidnapped? But the bed was fluffy and soft. Maybe I became a princess or something. I slowly opened my eyes and saw a room I've never seen before. When I looked myself in the mirror, I was 16 years old sleeping in a King sized bed for two people. I looked to the left and saw nobody on the bed. Then I heard someone washing his or her face in the bathroom. My pajamas looked big on me with my hands under the long sleeves. I wore my bunny slippers and walked to the bathroom slowly while rubbing my eyes. The water stopped running so I thought it was safe enough to open the door. I thought I was at home so I thought it would be daddy or mommy inside, but when I opened I saw something unexpected. I saw 23 year old Zack wiping the water off his face with the towel without wearing shirt. He was wearing his uniform pants so that was better than seeing him in boxers. When the door hit the wall, Zack stopped and looked towards the door direction. He formed a smile and started to walk towards me. Being scared of his big stature a little, I started to back off a bit. His face changed from smile to frown when he saw me backing off. He squat down to match my height and wondered why I was scared.

"What's wrong?" He asked.
"Nothing," I said being shy. "Just making a way for you to get out of the bathroom is all."
"You don't have to be so polite," He said patting me a little. "We are married couples now."
"MARRIED?!" my eyes widen when I heard that.

Hold on!!!! I'm 16 years old and married? I ran to my bed room and dug under the blanket. Worried a bit, Zack slowly walked towards the bedroom seeing me under the blanket. He climbed into the left side of the bed and put his hand on top of my head. I popped my head out of the blanket and saw him sitting next to me. I blushed looking at his shirtless body. He also was 7 years older than me so I felt awkward being next to him. He saw the clock and told me that I will be late to school if I don't get ready quickly. I slowly got out of the bed and went for bathroom. While I was washing my face, I wanted to think that this was just a simple dream. I walked out of the bathroom and saw him all dressed up in his uniform. I ran to my room and got dressed up in my school uniform as well. I walked out with my bag. Because of the biology textbook, my bag was heavy, but I showed no reaction when I was carrying my bag. When I walk towards him, he smiled and put his Buster Sword behind his back and opened the door. I felt like he was my older brother. I still could not believe that I am married to him. The school was on his way to his "work" so we walked together side by side. Seeing me struggling with my bag, he snatched it and carried it for me. I looked down blushed in red. Upon arriving at school, he gave my bag back and said to have a nice day. While my classmates were watching, he bent down and gave me a kiss on my forehead making me blush even more. He walked away and as soon as he did, my closest friends came and started teasing me as usual.

"Awwwww!! Isn't he sweet???" Saori said. "I saw everything. He carried your bag too right? Such a tough guy he is."
"Stop it," I said looking down.
"What's wrong now?" Kimmy asked. "You always look sad at school. Miss him already?"
"That's not it!" I said walking towards the school entrance. "It's just... he is too old compare to me."
"Oh com'on," Jamie said. "23 isn't so bad besides he's hot."
"I committed another crime this morning," I sighed.
"Let me guess," Kimmy said. "You saw him naked in the shower and you saw his part."
"I would have killed myself if I did that this morning," I said.
"Hmmmmm," Jamie and Saori began to think. "You told him that you like someone else?"
"No," I said. "Alright I'll tell you. I saw him shirtless this morning... wahhhh..."
"OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!" Kimmy shouted at my ears. "You call that a sin? Aurora just grow up already! But how was it?"
"Very.... packed?" I said not knowing how to describe it.
"We already know that," Jamie said. "What did you think of it?"
"I don't know," I said. "I backed off when he was walking towards me and my face was red and my heart was beating faster."
"Well that means you like it," Saori sighed. "But Aurora, that isn't a sin really. I bet he sleeps without his shirt on."
"Yeah," I sighed. "I'll just get used to it."
"It isn't so bad," Kimmy said. "You are weird thinking that looking at shirtless guy is a sin. He is your..."
"Don't say it!" I said sighing. "I don't even remember getting married to him. When did it happen? Was I sleeping?"
"You guys aren't officially married," Saori said. "The wedding is tomorrow, but you guys live together."
"But when did it all happened?" I was confused.

I was confused of when all this happened. I don't recall being engaged to him as well and why in the world is he 7 years older than me in the first place? Is this all a dream or something? I decided to relax myself a bit instead of thinking too much. It wasn't so bad since I loved Zack. I did not mind, but I wondered about Zack's point of view. Wouldn't he feel ashamed of being married to a little girl like me? I seriously was nothing, but a little girl to him. I tried to forget about it during class, but I could not since my classmates were teasing me with it. Some of the girls were envious of me since my mate was handsome charming guy. I wondered if Zack and I were forced into this without our own freedom. I thought about that for once. I sighed during lunch class when my friends were fighting over who's going to help me tomorrow for getting ready. I told them they can all help me without fighting over such stupid thing. I wondered if there were any wedding dress small enough for me to wear. The last period of the day was free period and towards the end of it something unexpected happened. The class representative who walked to the teacher's office came running towards our classroom panting heavily. We were worried why she was in such a hurry. With her eyes twinkling, she pointed out the window.

"Hey guys!!! Against the school gate... there is a super hot SOLDIER guy... omigosh!!!!!" The class representative was blushed in red.
"WHERE?????????" all the girls excluding me and couple ran towards the window.
"Hey Aurora," Kimmy whispered into the ear. "Could he be???"
"Hah~~~" I sighed as I slammed my head on the desk.
"Something matter?" the class representative walked towards me.
"I'm having a feeling that the SOLDIER boy is none other than her fiancee," Saori said giggling.
"How does he look like?" the class representative asked.
"Well he has laid back spikey hair and shoulder length back hair... and has the blue eyes and stands about 6ft 3inches and has a sword with a bright red hilt. Can't describe him much tho," Saori said.
"That's him," class representative said. "Shouldn't you go to him, Aurora?"
"Leave me alone," I said having my face buried in my arms.
"I'll go get him," the class representative said running out of the class room.
"Why me," I said crying out loud.
"Calm down," Kimmy said. "He must be here to pick you up or something. There's nothing wrong with that, right?"
"Everyone's going to look at me," I said.
"What's so wrong with that?" Saori asked.
"I don't like getting attention," I sighed.

The class representative walked up to Zack and asked if he were waiting for me. He smiled and nodded his head. The class representative told him that she will guide him to our classroom where I was packing my bag to go out. While walking, Zack was getting everyone on the hall's attention since he was a SOLDIER. When he arrived at the classroom, I was still packing my bag. Everyone was looking at Zack standing against the door. I guess he was attractive enough to steal all the girls' attention in our classroom. The guys of course were ignoring the girls. As I stood up and walk away, all the girls were staring at me as if I were the "chosen one". I smiled looking up at Zack like nothing happened at school. He smiled back as he put his left arm around my back. We passed by the teacher when we were walking out. I knew I would get in trouble, but I did not get in trouble. I wanted to hide my feelings from him not to bother him. I know he was stressed enough from his work and if I were to express my feelings he would explode with stress. But he knew I was pretending and wanted to ask me to tell him everything. The place he took me to was the ShinRa building. He told me he has one more training session left for the day. He said if I could wait for him in the briefing room. I smiled and told him yes. I knew I would get embarrassed again in the building. Again, he kissed me on my forehead gently and left the briefing room for the training room. The other SOLDIER guys in the briefing room were staring at me as I sat down on the desk across from them. Because it was bothering me, I smiled and asked kindly.

"Can I help you with anything?" I asked.
"Just wondering," one of them asked. "I don't remember Zack having a younger sister. Who are you?"
"My name is Aurora," I said.
"So you are the one huh?" The other asked. "He is getting married to."
"A little girl like you?" one of them was surprised. "I'm surprised a fine guy like him is crazy over a little girl."
"I'm confused as well," I said. "I don't remember being engaged to him or anything. It just happened one morning."
"We thought you were a bit older since he was telling us about you once," the other said. "We thought you were perverted at first because he said you have the fingers that makes him relaxed. He was talking about your piano playing tho. He said your piano playing is like a lullaby to him and listening to you playing makes his worries and everything goes away. Lastly he mentioned how you are like a little rabbit to him being shy."
"He shows me off a lot huh?" I said looking down a bit blushed.
"A lot!" they said at the same time. "I bet most of the SOLDIERS being trained by him knows of you."
"Wahhh..." I said looking down.

I could not believe he was bragging about me. Their reaction that I'm Aurora, Zack has been talking about kinda shocked me. Maybe his description of me sounded like a mature woman instead of a little girl. Well he was an adult after all so I guess they were expecting a mature woman. I wanted to be invisible right now since I was embarrassed to death. About 5 minute later I felt a warm hand touching my back gently. I looked up and saw Zack standing next to me with his pale face.

"What's wrong?" He said sitting down besides me. "A SOLDIER member came and grabbed me telling me that you aren't feeling well. Are you feeling sick?"
"Am fine," I smiled. "I can wait."
"It's alright," he said. "I asked another first class to substitute for me."
"You didn't had to," I said.
"You are more important than my work that's why," he said taking off his gloves and putting his hand on my forehead.
"No it's not," I said looking away.
"You aren't okay," he said putting his gloves back on. "You have a fever. You should have told me that you aren't feeling well! Let's go home and get you some medicine."

He then put me on his arms along with my bag pack. He then thanked the SOLDIER guys for telling him about me and walked out. Now I did felt a bit dizzy. Guess thinking about too much raised my body temperature. On the way home, Zack stopped by a phramacy to get some medicine for my fever. I finally have done it to make him worry and now he will ask me to spill out everything. One thing I was thankful was that Zack loved me back somehow even if I'm a little girl. If he didn't love me back why would he be carrying me back home and buying medicine for me and everything? He opened the door and walked up to the bedroom and put me on the right side of the bed. He told me not to lie down since I had to take the medicine. Like what older brother would do, he helped me eat the medicine and slowly lay me back down on the bed. He put his Buster Sword against the wall and took off the shoulder armor off his uniform. After taking his shoes off, he climbed onto the left side of the bed. He also lay down on the bed next to me grabbing my hand tightly with his. His face was filled with worries and I could tell he wanted me to spill out. I sighed and began to talk as he was more than willing to listen.

"You see," I said looking into his eyes. "I don't recall any memories of us being engaged or anything. And I feel bad that a perfect guy like you is being married to someone like me. I mean.. I cannot accept this..."
"Is that all you've been hiding from me?" He asked in a calm toned voice.
"Well mostly," I said.
"It's okay," he said. "You can tell me anything. You can even tell me that you hate me."
"Why would I hate you?" I said smiling. "I'm surprised that you bragged about me to SOLDIER people. They were disappointed that I was just a little girl, but still I was happy hearing that. But why can't I remember anything?
"Remembering isn't the problem," he said leaning closer to me. "All you have to do now is to rest for tomorrow."
"But am uncomfortable," I said looking at him. "Being 7 years younger compared to you. Don't you feel uncomfortable with me?"
"But what can I do?" He sighed having his hand on my head. "While we were seperated in our worlds, I've aged quicker than you."

That's right, Chris said our worlds have to be seperated because of the disturance of the world flow. And he told me that something has to be sacrificed in order for our worlds to come back together. Could it be, my memories were used to bring the worlds back together? Is that why I cannot remember anything of what happened???