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1. My Boyfriend is a Giant
 2. The Twisted Event
3. Getting used to Jean's Truth
4. The Past he wants to Forget
5. Another Step Closer
6. Is this the end or beginning?
7. Jean's True Past -1-
8. Jean's True Past -2-
9. I love you so...

- to be continued -

Summary
*note: Some of the chapter titles are named based on a song*
1. Into the New World
2. Ordinary Day
3. Orange no Hatsukoi
4. Comet
5. Perhaps Love
6. I'm Your Girl
7. Just like Yesterday
8. So Close
9. Triangle
10. Upside Down
11. I'm not Alone
12. End of the Moonlight
13. My Angel
14. Oblivion
15. Love Condition
16. A Favor to the Wind
17. UraChaCha!!!
18. IM (I am)
19. Your Own Miracle
20. Energy
21. Marry U

extra: About Aurora
extra: Tinkerbell

Summary
1. Entering the World of Men
2. One Step, Two Steps
3. Truth to be Told
4. The Fool
5. The Cause of Outbreak
6. A Girl's Dream
7. Dear My Prince

Summary
1. My Perfect Brother

Summary
1. Ahh! I'm 12 Again!!
2. First day of School Trouble
3. Getting to Know "Him" -1-
4. Getting to Know "Him" -2-
5. It's my Turn -1-
6. It's my Turn -2-
7. Guess Who's Back
8. The Truth

Summary
1. The Cursed Prince

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One (feat JiSun) - Epik High
Good Bye - Ruby Tuesday
Right now (Double up mix; remix by DJ EON) - Makou
Your Own Miracle - Ruby Tuesday
Marry U - Super Junior
Baby Bye Bye - Mi-Rea Yun
Agony - Kotoko
Weeek - NewS

Chapter 2: He's not my Older Brother

Since I could not do anything while having fever, I just laid on the bed. Zack was busy watching TV sitting besides me. I saw my bag pack on the other side of the room. I wanted to at least read something while resting so I decided to sneak out of the bed to get my bag. When I was trying to sneak out, Zack quickly grabbed my wrist. I sighed as I laid back down on my bed. I regretted wishing for an over protective boyfriend because I was losing my freedom one by one. Good thing he wasn't following me to my school and watch over me. School is where I had the freedom I wanted. I could speak up and say that I need to grab something from my bag pack, but I was scared. I now Zack's height was the same as before, but he was bigger in terms of mass and that made me scared of him. Also he was an adult compare to me so that was another reason why I was scared. He looked down at me when I stopped moving around. He sighed wondering what was wrong with me again. I really was being stupid being scared of him. Okay it's not like he is going to beat me up when I ask him for something. He turned off the TV and laid down on the bed putting his hand on my shoulder. I must be dreaming again!!!

"Need something?" He asked.
"I was trying to grab a textbook from my bag pack," I sighed. "But you stopped me from going."
"I'm sorry," he said. "I thought you were trying to sleep on the floor again."
"Of course I'll sleep on the floor," I sighed.
"And I believe that's the reason for your fever. It's cold on the floor," he said. "Something wrong with sleeping with me?"
"Not really wrong it's just that..." I paused.
"Yes?" He asked leaning closer to me.
"I dunno," I said blushing in red. "I feel uncomfortable sleeping with a guy..."
"You'll get used to it," he said. "You still want the textbook from your bag? I'll get it for you."
"It's fine," I smiled. "I'll just sleep."
"So going to sleep on the floor?" He asked being worried a little.
"Maybe not," I sighed. "I'll just get used to it."
"Who knows," he laughed. "Maybe you might sleep better being next to me."
"I don't know," I said. "Maybe yes maybe no."

With a smile on his face, he got out of the bed and took his shirt off and folded nicely and put where his shoulder pads are. I rolled around facing the wall not to look at his shirtless sight next to me. I rolled too far to the right that I was on the edge of the bed. Zack pulled me closer to the center of the bed so I won't fall off while sleeping. He put his right arm under my head so I could use it as a pillow. He smiled and put blanket over the two of us. I felt like I was sleeping with my older brother. When I fell asleep, I naturally rolled towards him and cuddled like a hybernating animal. Zack simply smiled as he tucked me closer to him. I felt warm like I was in a sauna or something. I slept very well next to him; I guess its because it was a lot warmer than the floor. Morning came and Zack had an early assignment to go to so he left me a note under my pillow and went to the assignment. I had no school today so I could sleep in. I slowly got up and realized that I was sleeping on the right side of the bed not my side of the bed. Then I saw a note under his pillow with the medicine inside the envelop. Zack said on the letter that he measured my temperature this morning while I was sleeping and my temperature went down. He wrote to take the medicine after breakfast and wait for him at the briefing room so he could take me to the hospital afterwards. Hospital? I don't want to go to hospital... I had no choice, but listen to him since he was an adult and I was still a kid. Kimmy was in the briefing room when I entered.

"Big night tonight!!!" She said as I entered. "But I heard from Zack that you have fever."
"Yeah," I said sitting down. "He wrote on the note that he is going to take me to the hospital. Kimmy please hide me! I don't want to go to hospital!"
"I would hide you, but you know... I'm scared of Zack myself heheh... hehe.." she said having a sweat drop behind her.
"You are scared of him?" I sighed. "I'm scared of him too."
"WHAT?!" Kimmy said shaking me. "How can you be scared of your own lover? Don't tell me... does he sexually harrass you at home or something? How is he scary? He's like being a sweetheart outside."
"That's the part that gets me," I said. "I'm 7 years younger than him and how could he..."
"Love you is what you want to say?" Kimmy asked.
"Exactly!" I said pounding the table and coughed couple of times.
"Okay calm down miss sicky," Kimmy tried to calm me down. "He loves you cause you are you. Maybe he's been missing you a lot for 7 years."
"He could have chose to forget about me," I said while laying my head on the table. "Seriously he could have..."
"Aurora," Kimmy smiled. "When a person falls in love, it isn't easy to forget about someone they love. Like your family... can you forget about them easily? No right?"
"Still," I sighed. "It's wrong for a 23 year old guy to go crazy over 16 year old girl like me. I mean look at me... what's so special about me that drives him crazy? Nothing... You know what? I think I might know what illness I have."
"What?" Kimmy asked.
"It might be a lung can..." Kimmy slapped me before I finished.
"Stop it!" Kimmy shouted. "Cancer... you want to die or something?"
"The symptoms seems like it," I said rubbing my cheek. "Not that I wish to die."
"It's doctor's job to tell you what's wrong!" Kimmy said. "Before that don't talk about it. Oh shoot, he saw me..."

Kimmy saw Zack walking into the briefing room after seeing what happened. I saw Kimmy shaking a bit since he saw her slapping me. For the first time, I saw anger expressed on his face, but he was trying to be calm. I grabbed his wrist and shook my head and smiled. I told him that I said something stupid that made her do that. Zack asked what stupid thing, but I could not tell him. At the end, Kimmy told him what I said word for word. He sighed as he sat by me and pulled me closer to him. My head was against his chest and I could feel him breathing heavily trying to calm himself from the shock he just had.

"Am serious Aurora," he said patting my head gently. "If you don't like me just say so... why are you keep on hurting me like this? Tell me... am I doing something wrong?"
"Not the best time to ask, Zack," Kimmy sighed. "Better take her to the doctor before anything else. She was just saying that she was doing something wrong, not you earlier."
"Tell me what she said," Zack said tugging me closer to him. "Tell me everything."
"Well, she was asking me about what makes you like her. The same question as usual. I'm normal and super younger than him, why does he like me??? That sort of question."
"Same as usual huh?" He sighed as he looked down at me who was about to cry.
"She doesn't know how much you love her," Kimmy said looking at me. "She thinks you are just being nice to her like her older brother. She's still young..."
"Hey Kimmy," Zack said getting up while hugging me. "Can you do me a favor?"
"What favor?" Kimmy sighed. "You want me to take her to the hospital? I don't mind since people might stare at you weirdly."
"No," he said. "I'm going to take her myself, but could you look over my sword while I'm gone? I'm going to carry her on my back so she can rest."
"Oh sure," Kimmy said looking at the Buster Sword against the desk. "I'll watch it over. Have a safe trip."
"Thanks," Zack said walking out with me on his back.

I don't know why Zack decided to take me to the hospital today. No he would not be that dumb enough to check if I'm... you know... Maybe he really wants me to get better with this fever. While passing by, the citizens were looking at Zack carrying me on his back. They were surprised how a SOLDIER member was caring enough to take a sick little girl to the hospital. To them I looked like a little girl. Zack was 6ft 3in while I was 4ft 10in. Yup, I definitely was a little girl to him. He sighed as he was grabbing everyone's attention while walking. I could have come to hospital with Kimmy, but guess he wanted to take me himself. He was a giant compared to people on the streets when I looked around. Ignoring the people on the streets, Zack entered the hospital. He got even more attention in the hospital. He sighed sitting down putting me on his lap. He put his arms around me and gently pulled me closer so I would rest on him while waiting. The patients in the waiting room were staring at Zack because he was a SOLDIER. I wanted to tell them to mind their own business, but I did not the courage to do so. Why were SOLDIERs always grabbed normal people's attention? They were humans just like us, but what made them so special. I did not know myself, but something was different about Zack compared to other people. The nurse called my name to come into the doctor's office. Zack held my hand tightly to help me get up from his lap and he stood up once I was off his lap. I recognized the doctor when I entered the the room. It was Dr. Soo, one of my mom's friend.

"I knew it was you Aurora," she smiled as I sat in front of her.
"Hello doctor," I smiled looking at her.
"Interesting," the doctor looked at Zack when he stood against the wall. "a SOLDIER... did you faint on the street or something, Aurora?"
"No," I said. "He helped me get here since I was feeling dizzy."
"Oh," the doctor smiled. "I remembered that you don't have an older brother so yeah."
"Of course he isn't my older brother," Zack was surprised when I said that. "He is... my... boyfriend..."
"So he ditched his work just to take you to the hospital?" Doctor smiled at Zack.
"Not really," Zack said smiling gently at the doctor. "My job is done so I brought her here."
"How sweet of you," the doctor said while beginning to examining me. "I thought SOLDIERS were like monsters. I heard from people that they get special surgeries to become stronger. Maybe I had too much fantasies inside my head."
"We aren't monsters," Zack said sighing. "We are just physically enhanced human beings. Kinda like a mutant in a way."
"Looks like a flu, but a unique flu," Doctor said looking at me. "You have a very high temperature for a flu, but other symptoms are same with flu. The coughing and all. Looks like you've been sleeping cold. Maybe boyfriend-san, should hug you and sleep to keep you warm."
"DOCTOR!!!!" I said blushing in red.
"Say, I haven't asked your name," Doctor looked at Zack.
"Name's Zack, SOLDIER first class," he said.
"Nice meeting you Zack," doctor said helding her hand out. "HyeJin Soo, Aurora's mom's friend. If you have questions about Aurora lemme know... I know her secrets."
"It is my pleasure to meet you too and I'll definitely as you since this girl hides lots of stuff from me," Zack said shaking her hand.
"Well then," she handed the paper to Zack. "Please take it to the pharmacy downstairs. They should know what to do with it. And please take care of Aurora. She gets sick and stressed easily."
"Alright," Zack said squating down in front of me. "Hop on, Aurora."
"Okay," I hopped onto his back.

Zack walked downstairs to the pharmacy while having me on his back. I seriously owed him one for this. He knew Kimmy would have a hard time taking me to the hospital since she could not carry me. My eyes felt heavy while I kept on coughing. I wondered if Zack could get sick from me since I was right behind him coughing. Of couse I turned my head to cough away from him, but sometimes it wasn't that easy to do. The pharmacist came with bag of medicine. Since I was falling asleep, she explained the direction to Zack instead. She blushed a little when he smiled at her and telling her thanks. On his way back to the ShinRa building, he decided to stop by our house. It wasn't that far away from the hospital. He walked in and walked up to our bedroom and put me on the left side of the bed. After putting blanket over me, he gently kissed on my cheek and whispered 'sweet dreams' in my ear. I smiled while sleeping when I heard is voice echoing in my dream. He walked out of the room closing the door slowly not to make any sound. On the way to ShinRa building, Chris appeared and walked next to Zack.

"Yo, long time no see," Chris smiled at him.
"You... did use her memories right?" Zack looked down. "You didn't had to use hers..."
"It was for her," Chris said. "She would have been hurt deeply inside if you have forgotten about her."
"But she is having a hard time," Zack sighed. "I wonder if she still loves me."
"There is way for you to change your appearance to 16 years old," Chris said. "But it's for limited time per day."
"How long?" Zack asked looking up.
"8 hours after you shallow the pill," Chris said showing him the green colored pill.
"8 hours... I can go to school with her and stuff," Zack said looking up at the sky.
"It also might help you to understand her better," Chris smiled.
"Yeah," Zack smiled a little. "Would it affect me in a bad way?"
"Not at all," Chris said giving him a box of it. "It has 100 pills inside. You can only take one per day. Remember that."
"Thanks," Zack said as Chris slowly disappeared.

Zack ran to the ShinRa building excited to test the pill. He had so many things in his mind when I get better from my illness. As soon as he arrived at the briefing room, Kimmy was writing something down with his Buster Sword next to her. When she heard his foot steps, she got up and smiled at him. She wondered what he was holding.

"What's that?" Kimmy asked.